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11 months ago
Hey there.
It's been over 2 years since the last journal but I thought I might as well make a new entry.
Social Media:
So as you all know people have been moving from Twitter to Bluesky, I've had a account on there for a for about 3 or 4 months but forgot about it after I made it so I just want to share it on here.
Like my twitter account it is for mostly sharing stream announcements but if I get more SFW artwork I'll probably share it in there, if I can have multiple accounts I could probably do one for sharing NSFW stuff. I'll still use Twitter but to be honest I don't have much to say on these platforms because even if people tell me "Just say anything that comes to mind" I can't because I don't really have anything of value that is worth saying.
My Bluesky account: https://bsky.app/profile/obsidian-sdg.bsky.social
My Twitter account (or X or whatever you want to call it): https://x.com/ObsidianSDG
Streaming:
I've also started streaming again after a 3 week hiatus, this was caused by me streaming Front Mission 3 four or five times, putting about 26 hours into it and there was no one watching for 99.99% of it and I got tired of that since I spent 110 hours streaming FM 1 and 2 prior to it and here we are doing the best one of the 3 games and....nothing, just me being alone unlike what happened with FM1 and 2. You'd think that if you have something like 2,638 followers you'd think that there would be at least one person who'd be interested or come in and see what is happening since I'm a variety streamer but since 11% (290) have notifications turned on and only ONE person out of that 290 is engaging with the notification then its no surprise why the streams are so dead (I do share the link on twitter and in discord servers but nobody cares).
Ever since my grandad died back in march it has been a struggle to keep doing things when I'm surrounded by people in the real world who constantly put me and my stuff down and tell me to stop doing things (some have told me to go kill myself whenever I snapped back at them from being sick and tired of it, I expected better out of people who are double my age) and it really has been difficult, and these dead streams just proves their point. I don't have much self esteem or much self value and my grandad was pretty much the linchpin keeping me together until he died and now everything seems to be a lot worse than it used to be.
I'm still doing my streams but I've been toying with the idea of getting off Twitch and moving to Kick or YouTube or something, some place where I won't be harassed by bots trying to make me commission them for a Vtuber model whenever I'm using my pngtuber or people offering me money for farts like as if I'm some fart fetish streamer.
Why does it have to be so difficult to sit down and broadcast myself playing games?
Anyway my Twitch is here in case anyone is interested: https://twitch.tv/obsidian_sdg
It's been over 2 years since the last journal but I thought I might as well make a new entry.
Social Media:
So as you all know people have been moving from Twitter to Bluesky, I've had a account on there for a for about 3 or 4 months but forgot about it after I made it so I just want to share it on here.
Like my twitter account it is for mostly sharing stream announcements but if I get more SFW artwork I'll probably share it in there, if I can have multiple accounts I could probably do one for sharing NSFW stuff. I'll still use Twitter but to be honest I don't have much to say on these platforms because even if people tell me "Just say anything that comes to mind" I can't because I don't really have anything of value that is worth saying.
My Bluesky account: https://bsky.app/profile/obsidian-sdg.bsky.social
My Twitter account (or X or whatever you want to call it): https://x.com/ObsidianSDG
Streaming:
I've also started streaming again after a 3 week hiatus, this was caused by me streaming Front Mission 3 four or five times, putting about 26 hours into it and there was no one watching for 99.99% of it and I got tired of that since I spent 110 hours streaming FM 1 and 2 prior to it and here we are doing the best one of the 3 games and....nothing, just me being alone unlike what happened with FM1 and 2. You'd think that if you have something like 2,638 followers you'd think that there would be at least one person who'd be interested or come in and see what is happening since I'm a variety streamer but since 11% (290) have notifications turned on and only ONE person out of that 290 is engaging with the notification then its no surprise why the streams are so dead (I do share the link on twitter and in discord servers but nobody cares).
Ever since my grandad died back in march it has been a struggle to keep doing things when I'm surrounded by people in the real world who constantly put me and my stuff down and tell me to stop doing things (some have told me to go kill myself whenever I snapped back at them from being sick and tired of it, I expected better out of people who are double my age) and it really has been difficult, and these dead streams just proves their point. I don't have much self esteem or much self value and my grandad was pretty much the linchpin keeping me together until he died and now everything seems to be a lot worse than it used to be.
I'm still doing my streams but I've been toying with the idea of getting off Twitch and moving to Kick or YouTube or something, some place where I won't be harassed by bots trying to make me commission them for a Vtuber model whenever I'm using my pngtuber or people offering me money for farts like as if I'm some fart fetish streamer.
Why does it have to be so difficult to sit down and broadcast myself playing games?
Anyway my Twitch is here in case anyone is interested: https://twitch.tv/obsidian_sdg
