'w';... Hi... I'm tired... -w-... "Why haven't you been able to write horror lately?" my therapist asked me... I could only reply... "The world is both existentially and psychologically more horrific than anything I can possibly write right now... And I would feel bad if I copied the distraught horrors of the current story."

In short... I'm demotivated and tired... I'm tired of hateful and horrible people baring down on me. I am tired of the uncertainty of my life too... I really REALLY dislike being out of control of my own life...

I want to help others as well, but until I can fix myself, I cannot help fix others... Also... ... You know who you are, you cannot read this, you don't even have an FA anymore... But you're loved, and you're cherished. And I hope you realize that this hecky world... Has been through a lot... And you are strong enough to survive. Much stronger than I, and somehow I'm surviving, so heck, you can too.

... All of you who show compassion and kindness... ... You're appreciated and loved... Thank you for showing your humanity. Cruelty will only lead to surrounding yourself with more cruelty... Until the cruelty starts battering away at your own soul...


... Kindness can do great things...


-w-... That's all. Sorry.