A nearly month-long update (sort of)
a year ago
General
Wow. Been nearly a month since that last update. Well, let me see what I have to say.
Commissions state is still closed. I'm still in the hotel. Progress on getting stuff out of the house is so incredibly slow it's not even worth mentioning. Half the days we don't even do anything with it because my mom's too tired after work to get things done before she comes back to the hotel room. I've not really been able to keep up with artwork that well, but I'm trying to. The Munch belly drum piece has only recently been started back up. I'm making progress, but it's slow and intermittent.
The mental state of affairs. Well, I'm a lot better than I was many months ago, but still depressed, but I've been far better in terms of actually managing to be good friends with the few people I know. Just wish it were a little bigger. I'm trying my best to improve, for everyone's sake including my own.
My esketamine therapy has been going well, the staff are nice and know me well, plus one even knows what my Munch plush is! That was awesome when I brought him in as my "comfort item" the first time, and I've been bringing him in ever since. It's nice to relax for a bit, and I've noticed that I've been less anxious and depressed than I was before I was on it, I'm on the tail-end of the treatment, once a week now instead of twice. Plus I think just being more active and open with my few friends has been helping me not feel isolated. Regular therapy is going alright, but I wish it wasn't bi-weekly, but I can't change that so just have to accept it.
I'm getting help, I'm getting better, slowly and with unfortunate hiccups, but it's a long road. I'm always open to meeting new people, just keep in mind that I am socially reclusive. But I've generally been seen by most people as being nice. Well, anyway, I think that's all for now. Art when there's art, and nothin' when there's nothin'. Hope everyone who reads this has a good thanksgiving if you celebrate, otherwise good days all around, and I'll be here.
Yours truly, Artian Set S, Arty
Commissions state is still closed. I'm still in the hotel. Progress on getting stuff out of the house is so incredibly slow it's not even worth mentioning. Half the days we don't even do anything with it because my mom's too tired after work to get things done before she comes back to the hotel room. I've not really been able to keep up with artwork that well, but I'm trying to. The Munch belly drum piece has only recently been started back up. I'm making progress, but it's slow and intermittent.
The mental state of affairs. Well, I'm a lot better than I was many months ago, but still depressed, but I've been far better in terms of actually managing to be good friends with the few people I know. Just wish it were a little bigger. I'm trying my best to improve, for everyone's sake including my own.
My esketamine therapy has been going well, the staff are nice and know me well, plus one even knows what my Munch plush is! That was awesome when I brought him in as my "comfort item" the first time, and I've been bringing him in ever since. It's nice to relax for a bit, and I've noticed that I've been less anxious and depressed than I was before I was on it, I'm on the tail-end of the treatment, once a week now instead of twice. Plus I think just being more active and open with my few friends has been helping me not feel isolated. Regular therapy is going alright, but I wish it wasn't bi-weekly, but I can't change that so just have to accept it.
I'm getting help, I'm getting better, slowly and with unfortunate hiccups, but it's a long road. I'm always open to meeting new people, just keep in mind that I am socially reclusive. But I've generally been seen by most people as being nice. Well, anyway, I think that's all for now. Art when there's art, and nothin' when there's nothin'. Hope everyone who reads this has a good thanksgiving if you celebrate, otherwise good days all around, and I'll be here.
Yours truly, Artian Set S, Arty
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