About last night.

I had been feeling for the past couple of days incredibly down, due to feeling like a failure.

I'm 24, have no job, am too stupid to go to college, and in general just feel like a massive failure of a human being.

So that all lead up to me having an existential crisis, especially after trying to sleep it off and being met with dreams where I needed to scream yet was unable to due to just simply not having any air in my lungs. I couldn't stand being awake, yet sleep was no respite.

I'm doing better as of now, but this isn't the only time this sort of thing has happened to me. I'm majorly depressed, and this will likely keep happening to me until something in my life happens.

I don't know entirely what to do. All I know is I have to keep living.