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A yearly update (slightly numb)
9 months ago
*The Blue Berry Goo Waddle up with a message to say~*
College semester finished up just this weekend so I'll get to enjoy the holidays, which before I do I got some things I wanna explain bout what happened to me this year
To start off being directly honest, 2024 may have been one of the worst years for me emotionally and creatively; the start of the year had me see some of my biggest inspiration nearly get shut down due to petty reasons, up until the first few months of this year where me and my family had to say goodbye to our Dog due to sudden health complications
The latter had really affected me in a way I didn't realize, I had gotten sort of emotionally numb because of the loss...mentally and physically I'm doing fine (although I was also warned by my doctor that I am at risk of being pre-diabetic too...) but emotionally it's just hard to find a reason to stay happy and peppy at times, but I still at least try when it is for others.
It's been more then half a year now since we had to say goodbye, but I'm still recovering emotionally I think, I'm not sure how long it might last but at the same time I'm just hoping to move forward despite what happened.
TL:DR 2024 was at least okay in terms of work and college, emotionally though it was a Trainwreck due to inspirations being shut down and the loss of my dog
I usually just try to live in the moment and not focus so much on the distant future, but seeing that 2025 may be potentially my final year in college, I just do at least hope that next year will be better then 2024... Knocks on a nearby plank of wood so much and so hard it nearly breaks in half /j
I do apologize for such a mixed emotions of a journal ^^; despite everything I'm going to do my best to enjoy the holidays, catch up on art both for myself and others, and just enjoy this free time, and I wish the same for you all too! I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season~!
To start off being directly honest, 2024 may have been one of the worst years for me emotionally and creatively; the start of the year had me see some of my biggest inspiration nearly get shut down due to petty reasons, up until the first few months of this year where me and my family had to say goodbye to our Dog due to sudden health complications
The latter had really affected me in a way I didn't realize, I had gotten sort of emotionally numb because of the loss...mentally and physically I'm doing fine (although I was also warned by my doctor that I am at risk of being pre-diabetic too...) but emotionally it's just hard to find a reason to stay happy and peppy at times, but I still at least try when it is for others.
It's been more then half a year now since we had to say goodbye, but I'm still recovering emotionally I think, I'm not sure how long it might last but at the same time I'm just hoping to move forward despite what happened.
TL:DR 2024 was at least okay in terms of work and college, emotionally though it was a Trainwreck due to inspirations being shut down and the loss of my dog
I usually just try to live in the moment and not focus so much on the distant future, but seeing that 2025 may be potentially my final year in college, I just do at least hope that next year will be better then 2024... Knocks on a nearby plank of wood so much and so hard it nearly breaks in half /j
I do apologize for such a mixed emotions of a journal ^^; despite everything I'm going to do my best to enjoy the holidays, catch up on art both for myself and others, and just enjoy this free time, and I wish the same for you all too! I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season~!
**Big squishy chu hugs!**
I know how it feels to lose someone close to you and to hear that you can be diabetic is somewhat strong news for me, it is good that you vent by showing feelings like this, I hope soon everything will improve and if you thought it was a bad year, do not give up because we are already in the final stretch, I wish you that next year will be much better
**He says as he places bandages on the injured table**
Take care of yourself and enjoy of a well-deserved vacation!
yea it had been kind of rough but I'm getting through most of it now vwv; I'm just doing my best to enjoy my free days as I have them now, and I hope everything will improve as well, I am doing what I can to better my health on top of other things as well, at the very least we can enjoy the final stretch of the year and do our best to make the next year just as well!
**Gives the injured table a smooch as an apology**
I hope you also take care of yourself too~! and you enjoy the holiday as well!
And don't worry about the table, goodras are usually chaotic when their feelings are altered but I think this is the least destructive tantrum I've seen of one hehe n.n
I hope that has helped you at least to free yourself a little from stress.
Please make sure to get rest when you can.