It just seems to follow me everywhere, I want to be happy like i usually am but for this odd reason I dont really feel all that happy cause everything that happens just seens to go down hill, Trying to spend time and be happy with my mate, not really working, NOT Totaly his fault, cause random stupid shit does keep happening to us. but the point being isI dont know if he knows this, no ya know what I think he does, we are well I am unhappy cause of how things tend to fall into place and have a toll on us, he may not see it but things are having a big toll and its weighing really bad on me. I want to be happy and stuff, I mean I love him with all my heart, just things ya know just some things..i mean really?/ cmon now. its all just common sense stuff. He is trying but at the same time building and tearing down, other parts jsut does not work. I love you baby hope you actually read this...