Hello everyone, Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas.

It's been a while, yes yes, I know.~
I am not dead, but I have been ill enough to feel it.
However, that doesn't mean I haven't been open out in the public of my profile here on FA.
Here are just a couple of statements for this month and for future updates.

*Art Trade and Commissions
Yes, I am always open for commission work and currently working with a few individuals on new trades and characters for them. Though time is very available for me due to my main work online. My skills and tools have been altered through the years but that doesn't mean I can't present some of my secret portfolios. I tend not to post here unless it's necessary or something I take great pride in. My gallery on my back-ups and archives is 5 times the amount of drafts and WIP. After I get done with the trades and commission, I may be doing some revisions of old work soon.
I know, I know, you say this every month...well because it's true, however, most of my creative work goes to what pays the bills.~

*Live Stream Project 2025
Sometime in the future of January, I would like to start an online stream campaign with a few friends of mine. However, it's hard to find people capable of being reliable when you consider a game a hobby. This is why I am going to draw out the concepts first before presenting them of the world I have been creating in the 5E D&D system. I would since it using Starfinder for a more open alien theme with some fantasy elements. Yet most of it will be homebrew in lore and story.
This will not take away from my ongoing campaigns on Roll20 which I run on a weekly basis. You can message me directly here for more details and I'll note you if you wish to join. [All Roll20 Content is SFW for public games.]

*Removing a Mark [Personal Vent]
I've been told by many that a certain thing I held on to has left me a little depressed about.
I recently spoke to a therapist about it over the years and honestly, it's been very unhealthy to NOT talk about it.
You'll notice the change from my main profile I kept it up here. Even though I left it as a mark on FA. I still hold that message up anywhere I go.
It was a big mistake in my life, not because of what they did. It was because of my choice to trust them.
It pains me to admit it, but without that mistake, I wouldn't be here today. The person isn't really dead, just what they used to be called. Someone I cared deeply for long ago. During a time I saw them at their best. Someone I deeply loved and would have done anything for.
Well, they are gone now, and I haven't been searching since. I heard rumors here and there from other colleagues, but it's none of my business.
I left that mark there hoping to keep them away. Sadly, it's becoming more of a reminder of despair than good.
So I removed it, but doesn't mean I changed my feelings about who they are now. It's crazy to say, today is even their birthday, which makes it ironic.
Even if she is watching me now from wherever part of the world. I can never truly express myself about their current state anymore.
People change and so do I.
I don't want my final moments on FA to be remembered in her shadow. Even if she abandoned me for her greater good...

Well that covers everything here!
I am gonna to enjoy the holidays with my family before the world fucks up 2025!
I'll keep post when ever I can.~
Enjoy and thank you all for reading!