Hello everyone,

Warning: Heavy Vent of Despair ahead

Sadly, things have not been turning out great for me. I am losing all sorts of issues these past few weeks.
There's been a lot of bad news around the world, but for me. It is very personal, that I am losing my own self-esteem.
It's been getting harder for me to work on certain things. I am starting to even lack the nerve to clean.

I live a pretty simple life, but overall, I feel stagnated and isolated. I rarely go out trying to focus on advertising my business, but some of my recent clients aren't happy with the results. I am even having family issues, and they are struggling as well mentally.

I haven't closed any commissions, but so far, when you start to develop insomnia and doom scrolling. It really kills the vibe.
I'm debating if I should get another temporary job. However, I feel like I'll be trapped in or taken advantage of.

What I really need is some inspiration or a goal to keep me more focused, and I am still looking for players to join in my premium campaigns.
I only lurk here from time to time to check my messages. I had to stop with the changes for my prices and personal projects because of all these negative diversions.

Worst of all, I don't know any of my friends whom I can talk to about this. They seem very busy with their own problems, and I don't blame them.
Everything so far feels like it's falling apart, except when I went to play a simple board game at my local game shop.

Hopefully, I'll be able to jump back on my feet and regain my self-drive to focus.
At least I can go for a walk to clear my thoughts from time to time.

Otherwise, I hope everyone else is doing alright, and things do get better.
I'll be here until then.