I haven't been posting any thing for the last couple months. They still haven't found what's going on with my hips and my back. I've been so miserable And also I been very depressed with what happened to me the last 3 or 4 months. also my grandmother have dementia she is getting worse. My mom has cancer but sounds like the type of cancer my mom has is not that severe. And I closing my commissions for now. I've been in too much pain some days I don't even want to draw. I might still post some stuff soon. I just trying to take it day by day. I should have done this entry a few days ago.