My lovely followers I cannot stress to you the importance of mental health and ensuring that you are sane and finding things to distract you. For the past couple weeks and months, it has been a difficult journey as of late and for those of you who know and those of you who have reached out to check up on me, I really do appreciate it and I can’t stress how much I love you guys for that. The past couple days, I thought that I was doing all right. I was keeping myself busy, staying distracted and keeping myself focused. Unfortunately, these uncertain feelings and depression and anxiety is starting to come back so I’m putting this out there for those of you who I speak to on discord, It’s getting to me again . In case I do not reach out, you know why. I don’t know what’s triggering this. I’m trying to find a reason to block it before it enters my mind, but it’s just becoming more prominent as of late and I don’t know why. I am going to be OK however do not worry. I’m just making sure that people closest to me are aware of this situation in case I don’t respond. It’s not because I sent myself to the shadow realm I’m just trying to desperately find the ways and means to keep myself busy to get away from depression . This is also a slight venting tool and journal, and perhaps I will start doing this more often…….. Not sure ….