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Thoughts regarding my storyline
10 months ago
Hello to everyone reading this post.
So...I don't really know how to begin this, but I am in a bit of conflict of passion over what I want to do or make in this fandom.
As everyone here probably knows, I am an avid writer and have taken up the hobby of writing fanfictions in which my fursonas meet and interact with furry characters from pop culture/popular media (FNAF to name an example). However, I am also an avid writer of involving my sonas in a superhero/fantasy type genre storyline in which they battle some villain.
I had originally had a storyline planned last year in which my fursonas Shadow and Logan would have battled my tiger villain fursona, Razr Devans. The storyline would have involved the fursona of one of my best friends in the fandom, but unfortunately, due to some creative differences between us along with me not liking how I set Logan's characterization up, I decided to cancel the story and reboot my entire canon.
Now, this is where my conflict comes in.
As most of some people who have read the short story I wrote for the second part of Logan's Lion TF piece, I teased the new villain of the storyline, Dark Logan, a dark and evil version of Logan who seeks to unleash havoc and calamity upon the world.
But...I am currently in a conflict where I'm not entirely sure if this is what I want to do or write anymore, if my heart is truly in it with writing this story arc.
I will say this here and now. For the last 10 years, since I was a kid, I wanted to make something exciting that everyone would enjoy. I used to write superhero fanfics of furry characters from popular media and animation (some of which, I will not go into detail or specify due to being embarrassed by it now.). I wanted to make video games, until I took a coding class in 10th grade and learned that I was utterly terrible at coding and didn't understand how it worked at all. I also took an animation class that year, but the results were the same as the aforementioned class.
And so, I come to this thought process.
Over the years since I joined the fandom in 2017 and made my way to the 2020 decade, I have witnessed many changes around me, both in the fandom and in the people in it that I support. So I really wonder if after 10 years of being in the same loop of wanting to create furry superhero literature, maybe it's time for me to change and move on to newer things. Maybe it's because I'm growing up or moving on, but I just..don't really know if I want to do this anymore.
As for my thoughts on the matter, I've considered dropping the whole storyline and having it never be mentioned or brought up by any of my fursonas in my stories again. That aside, I consider writing stories of my fursonas (as I mentioned above) meeting and interacting with furry media characters and participating in activities that supposedly give off positive vibes or the energy of living life to the fullest (ex. playing at the arcade, going to see movies, taking vacations to the beach, etc.)
The reason why is because sometimes I feel like I want to connect with the fandom more outside of the superhero genre and spread positive energy to the fandom. I want to write stories that brings joy not just to myself, but to other people in the fandom, to make them happy and smile.
But at the same time, regarding my storyline with Dark Logan, I don't want to disappoint anyone or leave anyone on any more cliffhangers. So to everyone who has made this far in this post, my question is: What do you want to see from me? From this account? Would you want the superhero storyline to continue?
Anyone who would like to voice their thoughts can do so in the comments.
So...I don't really know how to begin this, but I am in a bit of conflict of passion over what I want to do or make in this fandom.
As everyone here probably knows, I am an avid writer and have taken up the hobby of writing fanfictions in which my fursonas meet and interact with furry characters from pop culture/popular media (FNAF to name an example). However, I am also an avid writer of involving my sonas in a superhero/fantasy type genre storyline in which they battle some villain.
I had originally had a storyline planned last year in which my fursonas Shadow and Logan would have battled my tiger villain fursona, Razr Devans. The storyline would have involved the fursona of one of my best friends in the fandom, but unfortunately, due to some creative differences between us along with me not liking how I set Logan's characterization up, I decided to cancel the story and reboot my entire canon.
Now, this is where my conflict comes in.
As most of some people who have read the short story I wrote for the second part of Logan's Lion TF piece, I teased the new villain of the storyline, Dark Logan, a dark and evil version of Logan who seeks to unleash havoc and calamity upon the world.
But...I am currently in a conflict where I'm not entirely sure if this is what I want to do or write anymore, if my heart is truly in it with writing this story arc.
I will say this here and now. For the last 10 years, since I was a kid, I wanted to make something exciting that everyone would enjoy. I used to write superhero fanfics of furry characters from popular media and animation (some of which, I will not go into detail or specify due to being embarrassed by it now.). I wanted to make video games, until I took a coding class in 10th grade and learned that I was utterly terrible at coding and didn't understand how it worked at all. I also took an animation class that year, but the results were the same as the aforementioned class.
And so, I come to this thought process.
Over the years since I joined the fandom in 2017 and made my way to the 2020 decade, I have witnessed many changes around me, both in the fandom and in the people in it that I support. So I really wonder if after 10 years of being in the same loop of wanting to create furry superhero literature, maybe it's time for me to change and move on to newer things. Maybe it's because I'm growing up or moving on, but I just..don't really know if I want to do this anymore.
As for my thoughts on the matter, I've considered dropping the whole storyline and having it never be mentioned or brought up by any of my fursonas in my stories again. That aside, I consider writing stories of my fursonas (as I mentioned above) meeting and interacting with furry media characters and participating in activities that supposedly give off positive vibes or the energy of living life to the fullest (ex. playing at the arcade, going to see movies, taking vacations to the beach, etc.)
The reason why is because sometimes I feel like I want to connect with the fandom more outside of the superhero genre and spread positive energy to the fandom. I want to write stories that brings joy not just to myself, but to other people in the fandom, to make them happy and smile.
But at the same time, regarding my storyline with Dark Logan, I don't want to disappoint anyone or leave anyone on any more cliffhangers. So to everyone who has made this far in this post, my question is: What do you want to see from me? From this account? Would you want the superhero storyline to continue?
Anyone who would like to voice their thoughts can do so in the comments.
