Hope you're not as big an asshole as your predecessors, eh?

I've been doing pretty poorly for a long time. This is evident from how long it had been since my last upload prior to the tribute.

I've spent the better part of the last four years hating myself and feeling numb. It's not until I lost my most treasured friend that I realized I could even feel anything anymore at all, and what a shock to the system it was.

I made a vow to him and to everyone who was at his memorial that I wouldn't give up on singing. I intend to keep it, but I'll admit even with the experience I've had with devastating loss prior to this I couldn't predict the kind of effect this had on me. I appreciate your patience as I've been figuring this all out for myself.

I'm in counseling and I'm medicated and working through a lot of complicated and difficult emotions. Understanding that I have PTSD, and autism, and all these fun things I never knew about myself before then. It will be a challenge, but it's one I'm game for.

I look forward to recording more, and getting everything back on track. Since early 2021 especially my entire life has felt like it's on pause, but I'm happy to say it's finally moving forwards. Onwards and upwards. :3