-hugs-

-hugs- I'll never forget that traumatic morning....but damn that was the best joke I ever made! We was waiting for the undertakers to get my mom. I'm just blubbering like a baby and Hoss (My Pops) tells me "Kick that bag under the chair" he meant this bag we use to take laundry to my brother's place. My crying smart ass just goes "Don't talk about my mom thaaaaat!" We use humor to cope here. XD

X3 I can tell when I lost my grandma Kathleen I had my buds with me same goes when I lost my friend Marcus from heart failure

Yeah lol

Heh

You have no idea how right you are. The day she passed The whole house was bathed in a golden light and everything was calm for the first time in forever. My mom loved poking her head in my room to say hello or check on me. Now my mom had a facial deformity she was missing the left half of her nose. That day I was in my room and I noticed movement from my periphery vision. I looked up and sure as shit there she was looking in on me smiling and her face was healed! Her nose was restored the deep wrinkles from age was restored. She looked like how I remembered her back in Middle school/high school but her nose was healed. just like that she was gone! It was truly an awesome sight.

Damn straight!

Well for myself, Charlie
this will be the first year for me without my Boyfriend who is also in Heaven with your mom and his fallen family members
as well my own.

But remember she is looking down on you all and she is watching you and when you feel the cool
breeze at night, that's her giving you a hug telling you that everything is going to be alright and she is there with you all.

She loves you, Hon
Always and Forever.

That's right!

*Nods*

-hugs- She's with you always Charlie. And I know she's saying prayers for you, even up in Heaven. ^-^

Hell yeah!