I'm currently sick, was sick during new years xdddd, and it's getting worse, I'm feeling miserable lmfaooo but I did something I haven't done in.... actually I don't think I've done at all xdd, I hate myself, I feel ugly, and weird, and feel disappointed and ashamed whenever I look in the mirror. I was in the bathroom just earlier, looking down at the sink in pain, and then I looked up at the mirror xddd and Idk why but, I got a good vibe from it. I didn't feel self hatred or creeped out lmao, I fr felt an good, comforting feeling, I didn't even get bothered by the pain of my sickness during that xdddd
I hate how puffy my face is, and my weight, and just- usually feel like an annoyance, I started getting that feeling from 2021 up to 2024, and now I sort of feel like 2025 is going to be a fresh new year, like things are going to get better lol
This is probably dumb and small, but I still feel like sharing this xddd, I feel better now after that xddd