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feeling terrible
9 months ago
its been many many year that i didnt feel that bad .
my depression and anxiety are so high that i feel crushed , cold , sad .
i want do nothing , i want cry but cannot , and i want it to end .
since many month i was starting to reduce slowy my medicine , i supose that clearly doesnt work .
at this stat , i just see all my faillur , my regret and how usuless i am .
i really hope it stop soon .
edit : thk you a lot for you swear word people , it make me sob and tear like a pussy , i really need regain myself.
my depression and anxiety are so high that i feel crushed , cold , sad .
i want do nothing , i want cry but cannot , and i want it to end .
since many month i was starting to reduce slowy my medicine , i supose that clearly doesnt work .
at this stat , i just see all my faillur , my regret and how usuless i am .
i really hope it stop soon .
edit : thk you a lot for you swear word people , it make me sob and tear like a pussy , i really need regain myself.
There are always moments of light in the eye of the storm maybe one will help you break free
You're still here. You're not struggling with Depression, it's struggling with you.
So I'm proud of that. I know, that's not much coming from some random stranger on the internet but, it's true
You're the only you. It would hurt to lose that.
Forgive the prying question but, why are you trying to ween off the meds?
I say this with some confidence. Those thoughts? They're not yours. They're that damned chemical!
You've an army of followers who love what idea's you come up with. Love your sona, your personality.
I fail to see how that's a failure at all. If anything THAT is impressive.
Still, I wish you success on weening of this stuff. And maintaining a healthier you.
Do not face depression alone, Nico. You have a community of friendly people who are not just able to, but will HAPPILY support you. Together, we can force Depression back into the dark, then shine light into the dark until not a shadow remains. We can do this together!
I want to take this chance to remind you that you are doing good, bringing people together and bringing joy to people. I know it doesnt feel like it at the moment but I want you to know that you are valued in your community.