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11 months ago
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♡ My Diary ♡
Hello!
it is I the Mousey! Little, Princess, Little Princess, Little Mousey, LittleMousies! KittyFacey! Whomever you know me as. So, let us get straight down to business then! It's been 2 years since my last Journal since I have actually done anything, (My last Mousey artwork was also in 2023!) I can explain! But me just Update you a bit on what has happened so far in my life I suppose!
So, as you all know. I'm a workaholic, also I was in school. For the past couple years, I was doing full time school, and full-time work. It was some nasty work. All my downtime was devoted to streaming or school. Mostly the latter. Well, last year it got kind of wild. BREATHE... I was doing two jobs, and school, up Until June. I am happy to say ... This mouse is graduamated bean. On top of that? This mouse decided she did not want to Overwork herself anymore. I mean, I still work ALL the time? But only slightly more than an average person.
Point is. I quit my Cafe job that was making me absolutely fucking miserable. It did make me want to Kms in all fairness. Though the money I was making from the Two job was great, it really just wasn't worth it. So YIPEE YAHOO. In all honesty, I am a LITTLE worried for them? Apparently, the owner's health is getting SOOO bad, because I am not there to make sure everything goes perfectly. But I am not going back, and I NEVER will again. Unless I want to be TRAPPED for another five years. I wish I could tell you the rest of this story was all sparkles and rainbows; it really was supposed to be. But as you know, nothing really goes my way.
Once I quit my old job, I stayed full time at my hotel! I was a Night Auditor up until this point, I was fucking loving life! Not that poor, and alot of free time, and I had basically a vacation. All that is well, doesnt always end well though. I do love my hotel, but on the same day of me graduating and quitting my old job. 3-4 employees all quit at the same time essentially. WACK. Who does that? All but one essentially QUIT without warning for the STUPIDEST of reasons. So was stressed out a bit. But overall, still doing decent. Fast forward a month, I'm the new supervisor! Rather fast right? 6 months in and already supervisor. Some people have been there five years and didn't get it. It was because I always go above-and-beyond. Naturally Took the position. I actually was offered it way back in October 2023 but didnt take it for school reasons being jank.
In doing so, my entire schedule and life as flipped upside down for a while. I was genuinely really upset; the extra pay was beautiful, and I couldn't really turn it down. I didn't want to be stuck at minimum wage. In one swift stroke, I now made more than what I did at the Cafe, WITH BENEFITS, because they kicked in the next week. Mmm, my benefits aren't GREAT, but Its ALOT better than having No benefits. Ehhh, my life did kind of plummet a bit. I was upset due to Job change and struggling to find the time to do things.
This will need some Context, In all honesty. So, all my life, I have been a Morning worker, or Overnight worker. Only other job I had that was Evening was Subway, and I was miserable there. So, it's really difficult for me to work in the evenings. Because, in it basically demands I change my entire time zone. Morning shifts I Work morning; evenings are evenings as regular... Evening shifts? My evening shift 3 pm - 11 pm, is my morning ... then 12 - 5ish am my evening. Nights? Overnight shift is my morning, evening is everyone else's morning. You get it right? Well, I kind of had trouble for a long time being alive? I really felt stuck. So much so, I stopped going to the Gym, I started ordering ........ Skip the dishes and UberEATS daily literally.
In my overnight shifts? I had ample time to get meals and Go to the Gym. Same with Mornings. Evenings...? I was going to wait until Summer this year to get a new job, because the place I want to get a job at is a 5-star hotel. In Banff! Banff Fairmont springs! They did not hire me last time around. :( I actually got really depressed after that. In all honesty, I have adjusted to my evenings. Which is Great! I stopped ordering skip the dishes and stuff. But because of that and medical shit I am now in 5k CC debt. Yipee. -.-
I'm going to be a brokey for a long time, but I do have some good news! Well-deserved news! So, in December, my boss and I talked. He wants to open the door to me being the Hotel Manager! Because I do a bang-up job, and he wants to leave to bigger ventures, and needs a replacement. I haven't really accepted it as of yet, but I will. I totally will, I mean, I am psyched, However I do not want to be here in my city. It's a shit city and makes me want to die and I have been here for ALL my years of life, I have NEVER left, never even had a chance, because this place will bleed you dry, and I started off brokey. SHRUG.
So, even though I may be stuck here I will take that job. Why? Because it's a big mouse salary position! This may be the chance I have been waiting for, and this will provide EXEMPLARY Resume experience. Ill basically own a hotel, which is fucking FANTASTIC. I've come a LONG way. This isn't my dream. But it is technically I think a step higher than my dream? Just wrong location. So, this is a GREAT opportunity, and it's funny because it is in as little as 1.5 year that I got this position, because I'll be receiving it roughly around April-July? Hopefully. As I said earlier today, there have been people who have worked at my Place for 5 years and haven't gone up like this.
So, at the moment, that is really where I am! Just kind of being alive until I get that promotion!
So, how am I? Honestly, Mentally I'm OK? But just OK. I have been a little up and down recently, but not as bad as 2022-2023, Being brokey kind of affects my mental, and being stuck in this shit hole city, and shit. I had a mild mental break, because I was recently hella sick, and I didn't take my Diabeteems meds, its icky and makes me throw up. When I was sick, I ended up puking like 3 times every day for a month and could barely eat anything. But overall, I am doing Ok. I am more or less just trying to relax. I am just lightly gaming and watching movies and music! But I'm alive!
Do I still stream? I do! Not as often as 2022-2023, because, you know... Evenings. I really cannot wake up early in the morning, and My house is like... Thin walls? So, talking and shit on stream has been reduced SIGNIFICANTLY which as you know as kind of sad. But I am hoping to pick it back up again when I move out, If I ever do, or When I get that Upper management position, I get pushed to morning shifts. When that happens, I want to go to the gym regularly again, and I want to stream again too. LittleMousies is still my stream handle, and I still appreciate all the support. I do miss streaming. I wish I could do better for yall.
How is the Diabeetums? Last year was all bad for Diabetes. The year prior was really good. My test results were HORRENDOUS, second worst I have had since I first got diagnosed. I didn't take my meds like at all. Ahahaha.... My doctor is going to yell at me. ; - ; This year, I want to try REALLY hard to kind of fix myself a bit. Get rid of my Type 2 Diabeetems. Yeah, take my meds. I do want to switch my Meds to Blackberry Metformin, but I know my doctor wants to put me on Jardiance, and/or wants to put me directly on Insulin. Let's pray that she gives me Blackberry Metformin. I've been watching my Blood sugar VERY closely for the past week, and I'm going to keep doing it until the appointment to try and convince her.
So, lastly ... ERRRM, I would like to deliver more art this year. But I am still STUPIDLY brokey. But maybe, once I get that promotion? I can turn that around. I'm sorry in advance, I really don't have much to SPARE when it comes to art. Especially my old YCH site I would go to, because like yknow, Its in USD and I'm in Canada.
UNTIL NEXT TIME UNNIES...
You can still reach me on Telegram under LittleMouses, Or X under LittleMousies. OH, I am also reachable on Vr chat! I am fixing a model though. Which will take me EONS cause I suck.
Also! Here is my 18~ Porn Repost channel https://t.me/LittleMousies
it is I the Mousey! Little, Princess, Little Princess, Little Mousey, LittleMousies! KittyFacey! Whomever you know me as. So, let us get straight down to business then! It's been 2 years since my last Journal since I have actually done anything, (My last Mousey artwork was also in 2023!) I can explain! But me just Update you a bit on what has happened so far in my life I suppose!
So, as you all know. I'm a workaholic, also I was in school. For the past couple years, I was doing full time school, and full-time work. It was some nasty work. All my downtime was devoted to streaming or school. Mostly the latter. Well, last year it got kind of wild. BREATHE... I was doing two jobs, and school, up Until June. I am happy to say ... This mouse is graduamated bean. On top of that? This mouse decided she did not want to Overwork herself anymore. I mean, I still work ALL the time? But only slightly more than an average person.
Point is. I quit my Cafe job that was making me absolutely fucking miserable. It did make me want to Kms in all fairness. Though the money I was making from the Two job was great, it really just wasn't worth it. So YIPEE YAHOO. In all honesty, I am a LITTLE worried for them? Apparently, the owner's health is getting SOOO bad, because I am not there to make sure everything goes perfectly. But I am not going back, and I NEVER will again. Unless I want to be TRAPPED for another five years. I wish I could tell you the rest of this story was all sparkles and rainbows; it really was supposed to be. But as you know, nothing really goes my way.
Once I quit my old job, I stayed full time at my hotel! I was a Night Auditor up until this point, I was fucking loving life! Not that poor, and alot of free time, and I had basically a vacation. All that is well, doesnt always end well though. I do love my hotel, but on the same day of me graduating and quitting my old job. 3-4 employees all quit at the same time essentially. WACK. Who does that? All but one essentially QUIT without warning for the STUPIDEST of reasons. So was stressed out a bit. But overall, still doing decent. Fast forward a month, I'm the new supervisor! Rather fast right? 6 months in and already supervisor. Some people have been there five years and didn't get it. It was because I always go above-and-beyond. Naturally Took the position. I actually was offered it way back in October 2023 but didnt take it for school reasons being jank.
In doing so, my entire schedule and life as flipped upside down for a while. I was genuinely really upset; the extra pay was beautiful, and I couldn't really turn it down. I didn't want to be stuck at minimum wage. In one swift stroke, I now made more than what I did at the Cafe, WITH BENEFITS, because they kicked in the next week. Mmm, my benefits aren't GREAT, but Its ALOT better than having No benefits. Ehhh, my life did kind of plummet a bit. I was upset due to Job change and struggling to find the time to do things.
This will need some Context, In all honesty. So, all my life, I have been a Morning worker, or Overnight worker. Only other job I had that was Evening was Subway, and I was miserable there. So, it's really difficult for me to work in the evenings. Because, in it basically demands I change my entire time zone. Morning shifts I Work morning; evenings are evenings as regular... Evening shifts? My evening shift 3 pm - 11 pm, is my morning ... then 12 - 5ish am my evening. Nights? Overnight shift is my morning, evening is everyone else's morning. You get it right? Well, I kind of had trouble for a long time being alive? I really felt stuck. So much so, I stopped going to the Gym, I started ordering ........ Skip the dishes and UberEATS daily literally.
In my overnight shifts? I had ample time to get meals and Go to the Gym. Same with Mornings. Evenings...? I was going to wait until Summer this year to get a new job, because the place I want to get a job at is a 5-star hotel. In Banff! Banff Fairmont springs! They did not hire me last time around. :( I actually got really depressed after that. In all honesty, I have adjusted to my evenings. Which is Great! I stopped ordering skip the dishes and stuff. But because of that and medical shit I am now in 5k CC debt. Yipee. -.-
I'm going to be a brokey for a long time, but I do have some good news! Well-deserved news! So, in December, my boss and I talked. He wants to open the door to me being the Hotel Manager! Because I do a bang-up job, and he wants to leave to bigger ventures, and needs a replacement. I haven't really accepted it as of yet, but I will. I totally will, I mean, I am psyched, However I do not want to be here in my city. It's a shit city and makes me want to die and I have been here for ALL my years of life, I have NEVER left, never even had a chance, because this place will bleed you dry, and I started off brokey. SHRUG.
So, even though I may be stuck here I will take that job. Why? Because it's a big mouse salary position! This may be the chance I have been waiting for, and this will provide EXEMPLARY Resume experience. Ill basically own a hotel, which is fucking FANTASTIC. I've come a LONG way. This isn't my dream. But it is technically I think a step higher than my dream? Just wrong location. So, this is a GREAT opportunity, and it's funny because it is in as little as 1.5 year that I got this position, because I'll be receiving it roughly around April-July? Hopefully. As I said earlier today, there have been people who have worked at my Place for 5 years and haven't gone up like this.
So, at the moment, that is really where I am! Just kind of being alive until I get that promotion!
So, how am I? Honestly, Mentally I'm OK? But just OK. I have been a little up and down recently, but not as bad as 2022-2023, Being brokey kind of affects my mental, and being stuck in this shit hole city, and shit. I had a mild mental break, because I was recently hella sick, and I didn't take my Diabeteems meds, its icky and makes me throw up. When I was sick, I ended up puking like 3 times every day for a month and could barely eat anything. But overall, I am doing Ok. I am more or less just trying to relax. I am just lightly gaming and watching movies and music! But I'm alive!
Do I still stream? I do! Not as often as 2022-2023, because, you know... Evenings. I really cannot wake up early in the morning, and My house is like... Thin walls? So, talking and shit on stream has been reduced SIGNIFICANTLY which as you know as kind of sad. But I am hoping to pick it back up again when I move out, If I ever do, or When I get that Upper management position, I get pushed to morning shifts. When that happens, I want to go to the gym regularly again, and I want to stream again too. LittleMousies is still my stream handle, and I still appreciate all the support. I do miss streaming. I wish I could do better for yall.
How is the Diabeetums? Last year was all bad for Diabetes. The year prior was really good. My test results were HORRENDOUS, second worst I have had since I first got diagnosed. I didn't take my meds like at all. Ahahaha.... My doctor is going to yell at me. ; - ; This year, I want to try REALLY hard to kind of fix myself a bit. Get rid of my Type 2 Diabeetems. Yeah, take my meds. I do want to switch my Meds to Blackberry Metformin, but I know my doctor wants to put me on Jardiance, and/or wants to put me directly on Insulin. Let's pray that she gives me Blackberry Metformin. I've been watching my Blood sugar VERY closely for the past week, and I'm going to keep doing it until the appointment to try and convince her.
So, lastly ... ERRRM, I would like to deliver more art this year. But I am still STUPIDLY brokey. But maybe, once I get that promotion? I can turn that around. I'm sorry in advance, I really don't have much to SPARE when it comes to art. Especially my old YCH site I would go to, because like yknow, Its in USD and I'm in Canada.
UNTIL NEXT TIME UNNIES...
You can still reach me on Telegram under LittleMouses, Or X under LittleMousies. OH, I am also reachable on Vr chat! I am fixing a model though. Which will take me EONS cause I suck.
Also! Here is my 18~ Porn Repost channel https://t.me/LittleMousies
Also, good luck with your diabetes. You can do it! My doctor got after me because I've been slacking off as well. Metformin has also messed up my stomach after years of taking it, so the doctor wants to switch my medication. I finally got insurance, so hopefully it will open up the door to better medications for it.
QwQ I wanna switch metformin... also it makes me lose control of my Bladder sometimes T_T Its fucking awful man.
What are you changing to? Did you do your research? :3 I'm really hoping this helps tbh. BLACKBERRY isn't my favorite flavor... but it would helpful OF the blackberry flavor would take off the harsh harsh bitter hit...?
Yeah the bladder part was- is crazy. If affects both one and two, crying I'm so old
The mousey needs to live!