perhaps art isn’t for me

or maybe I’m just undiagnosed

I don't get enough credit for having ADHD to the point that i conditioned myself to be okay with a 30min drawing because i don't have an attention span for more
Undiagnosed .. but pretty sure

I genuinly strongly enjoy the things you post. I get it being hard to focus on sometimes... especially when not doodleing but practicing.... but what helps me is to try and find a balence between improving time and just "HAVE FUN WHO CARES ABOUT MISTAKES". I don´t know if this could be helpful for you... but I hope it is.

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In total of 16 years of drawing, 17 or 18, only the last 3 years ACTUALLY feel like "I am finally drawing in a way that feels good to me"
and looking at what you draw already, what you even do; you are being more yourself than others here
who tf makes a journal called "that jorunal nahyon posted" I never seen that, I feel like a little podcast celeberety that is so cool !!!
being yourself can show in so many more ways than just having a very unique artstyle or some unmatched energy in a place (the bar is not THAT high on FA to be honest :^) )
You just have to let time pass ... there is so much of it dear ´w `

everytime you do something that makes you and only you happy, that is when you are being you :3

I’ve been thinking about what you said for a while now, -and I think someone else already said this in one of your recent journals-

but I’ve come to the revelation that only I can create what’s in my imagination. and I guess that’s what makes me me. That’s what I’ve always wanted to be…
Me and everything in this noggin.

yeah you just have to wait and not give up, apparently. good luck