02:12 6-15-25 (I have no idea this time)
3 months ago
“watching as world crumbles under its own desperate declamations, beautifully suggested by bombs galore and threats dramatized under their volatile hands of authority -seeming so slurred to their empathy, yet full of apathy-.”
too presumptuous? most likely. I just dont wanna see people fight each other to the death.
I love humans, I love y’all so much. If any of y’all (6 people) have seen my journals, you understand the enigma that is…humanity. Yet man, it can be a bitch sometimes.
people can create such beautiful communities where people can be themselves around others, being able to support each other through things too. It’s really glamorous.
And i guess there isn’t really much of a point to this journal. I’m just here, typing this out, at this very moment, a brain with nerves that controls me typing this.
This is really consciousness huh.
It’s hard to imagine that the person reading this also does too. A person who has lived experiences their whole life just as much (probably more) as I have.
Sonder.
Don’t die people, especially y’all JACQAL, Nahyon, Suchscary, gogoJZ, Crazyfoxlady, Freezy-rat, Tofuduchess, Adriano Romea Corsini, Nagpox, Tommyzz123, Pashtet-dragon, and the hundreds of other artists on this site that made me wanna stay on this site.
90% if the amazing artists i’ve seen don’t know who I am or don’t log onto the site anymore, and that’s okay. I still appreciate them just as much as any other person.
Those people, keep creating, keep living, and keep being you (while improving on yourself). I LOVE Y’ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, like man some of y’all are the sweetest people I know (blesses to you JACQAL).
I have 2130 submissions dating back 110 days ago and 462 journals to look over….soon.
bye byee friends and strangers
too presumptuous? most likely. I just dont wanna see people fight each other to the death.
I love humans, I love y’all so much. If any of y’all (6 people) have seen my journals, you understand the enigma that is…humanity. Yet man, it can be a bitch sometimes.
people can create such beautiful communities where people can be themselves around others, being able to support each other through things too. It’s really glamorous.
And i guess there isn’t really much of a point to this journal. I’m just here, typing this out, at this very moment, a brain with nerves that controls me typing this.
This is really consciousness huh.
It’s hard to imagine that the person reading this also does too. A person who has lived experiences their whole life just as much (probably more) as I have.
Sonder.
Don’t die people, especially y’all JACQAL, Nahyon, Suchscary, gogoJZ, Crazyfoxlady, Freezy-rat, Tofuduchess, Adriano Romea Corsini, Nagpox, Tommyzz123, Pashtet-dragon, and the hundreds of other artists on this site that made me wanna stay on this site.
90% if the amazing artists i’ve seen don’t know who I am or don’t log onto the site anymore, and that’s okay. I still appreciate them just as much as any other person.
Those people, keep creating, keep living, and keep being you (while improving on yourself). I LOVE Y’ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, like man some of y’all are the sweetest people I know (blesses to you JACQAL).
I have 2130 submissions dating back 110 days ago and 462 journals to look over….soon.
bye byee friends and strangers
i hear you, it's a really weird time rn. hard to make sense of anything and continue moving in the right direction... i've been overwhelmed for months. nevertheless, i intend to keep aliving as long as possible - don't you go dying either!! not allowed 🙅♀️
still though, absolutely, I just really really believe that no matter how gobsmackingly disheveled things are in the world or your life, stayin alive & kickin is the biggest proof of….sustenance… to both yourself and the people around you, if that remotely makes any sense 😅 (I might be delusional atm)
keep living y’all!!