*sigh*
8 months ago
Nothing I do here matters. No matter what idea I come up with, what I try to create, how much I shell out for something to be created, no one gives a shit. No one does and no one ever will. Been in the furry world since the early 2000s and I'm just as obscure as I was when I first started.
Most people I know on Telegram or Discord, except a few exceptions (and there are people who do talk to me), can either be fucking bothered to message me back for DAYS on end. Why am I here? What in the actual fuck am I even doing here?
And yeah, I'm guilty of it myself, theres people who I dont know who have tried to get to know me, and for what ever reason I get uncomfortable like, I dont know what you really want from me. Its most likely they want my wallet, but thats what I get I guess.
Most people I know on Telegram or Discord, except a few exceptions (and there are people who do talk to me), can either be fucking bothered to message me back for DAYS on end. Why am I here? What in the actual fuck am I even doing here?
And yeah, I'm guilty of it myself, theres people who I dont know who have tried to get to know me, and for what ever reason I get uncomfortable like, I dont know what you really want from me. Its most likely they want my wallet, but thats what I get I guess.
I hope this is one of those depressive phases that go by after a few days at max.
I love the content you post and your characters and would be super sad if that would disappear.
I hope you feel better very soon and get collabs with good friends of yours.
It would be a big egoitistic if I told you that I feel exactly like what
you feel and I'm in the same boat as you?!
All I have collected from my decade-'trip' is hatred, snarls and
bans/blocks for literally no reason at all.
I don't know how to comfort you, I used to be able to ... but after this many years...
...I'm out of 'motivation'.