Another spiky year more in this fandom!
a year ago
General
Hello there, my dear watchers! Hope you are doing well, and this new year is starting with all good vibes and times, otherwise, don't give up! keep going forward! We all can do it!
Today, this 15th is another anniversary date of being in this nutty furry fandom! Wow! I can say l don't really complain about my experience in general with it, as you all know, this fandom is so full of contrasts, good and bad things, as well as people! My artistic experience has been quite awesome for sure, and well, for hanging out with people... It's been quite bittersweet, but nice for most of the time, fortunately.
On the other hand... I would like to give you an update regarding my mental health:
Recently l've been through psychological treatment, I even was ordered to do a personality test, where it threw an interesting result... I'm diagnosed with a personality disorder, which has made difficult my social interactions, mainly IRL since as you've noticed, l'm more comfortable interacting with you guys online... Also with some isolation tendencies and like... Jealousy issues, that explains part of my current behavior, that l've expressed in my online social interactions, unfortunately... Luckily, l can start a treatment with both psychology and psychiatry.
Even though this explains most of my behavior and traits, l was very thoughtful about the causes of this disorder, mainly part of the bullying l suffered at school and some family mistreats... Sometimes l can't avoid comparing to others, and desiring that easiness to make friends, keep them and to maintain a significant relationship with them, even to have a mate! Seems like l must work harder than normal people to get them, but l'm afraid that the... "normal" people won't appreciate my efforts and leave me behind eventually, heh...
On the other hand, l can say that l had some good reassurance from this, mainly from my dear friend
Toaster-Arts who taught me about to not see it as an illness, and I appreciate it, hope you all, my dear followers acknowledge this disorder of mine and bear with me, l will always do my best to be a good and nice person, but sometimes I wouldn't be.
Anyway, leaving my madness and insanity aside, I must announce that l'm leaving officially Twitter, mainly because the site is such a chaos, the algorithm is trash and I can't even see the tweets of my followers and mutuals on my feed, besides, due to the recent changes that were imposed by the smelly CEO, has affected my experience on the site, so, l'm going to move to Bluesky, you will find eventually my contact there on my contacts section of my profile. I can say that my delay on this moving has been because l was waiting for some mutuals that only have Twitter as social media to move there or to lnsta, either of them, which they already did, fortunately.
And well! As traditional from me, here's some humble bragging about my statistics so far on these 6 years of art trajectory:
My page has reached almost 48000 views
I've gotten like around 550 watchers here
My drawings have reached 9800 faves
And l'm close to reach 1000 followers on Instagram
I just really want to say:
THANKS, THANKS, THANKS VERY MUCH FOR ALL THE SUPPORT! IT TRULY MEANS A LOT!!!
Thanks so much for reading! And spiky hugs to you all!
Today, this 15th is another anniversary date of being in this nutty furry fandom! Wow! I can say l don't really complain about my experience in general with it, as you all know, this fandom is so full of contrasts, good and bad things, as well as people! My artistic experience has been quite awesome for sure, and well, for hanging out with people... It's been quite bittersweet, but nice for most of the time, fortunately.
On the other hand... I would like to give you an update regarding my mental health:
Recently l've been through psychological treatment, I even was ordered to do a personality test, where it threw an interesting result... I'm diagnosed with a personality disorder, which has made difficult my social interactions, mainly IRL since as you've noticed, l'm more comfortable interacting with you guys online... Also with some isolation tendencies and like... Jealousy issues, that explains part of my current behavior, that l've expressed in my online social interactions, unfortunately... Luckily, l can start a treatment with both psychology and psychiatry.
Even though this explains most of my behavior and traits, l was very thoughtful about the causes of this disorder, mainly part of the bullying l suffered at school and some family mistreats... Sometimes l can't avoid comparing to others, and desiring that easiness to make friends, keep them and to maintain a significant relationship with them, even to have a mate! Seems like l must work harder than normal people to get them, but l'm afraid that the... "normal" people won't appreciate my efforts and leave me behind eventually, heh...
On the other hand, l can say that l had some good reassurance from this, mainly from my dear friend
Toaster-Arts who taught me about to not see it as an illness, and I appreciate it, hope you all, my dear followers acknowledge this disorder of mine and bear with me, l will always do my best to be a good and nice person, but sometimes I wouldn't be.Anyway, leaving my madness and insanity aside, I must announce that l'm leaving officially Twitter, mainly because the site is such a chaos, the algorithm is trash and I can't even see the tweets of my followers and mutuals on my feed, besides, due to the recent changes that were imposed by the smelly CEO, has affected my experience on the site, so, l'm going to move to Bluesky, you will find eventually my contact there on my contacts section of my profile. I can say that my delay on this moving has been because l was waiting for some mutuals that only have Twitter as social media to move there or to lnsta, either of them, which they already did, fortunately.
And well! As traditional from me, here's some humble bragging about my statistics so far on these 6 years of art trajectory:
My page has reached almost 48000 views
I've gotten like around 550 watchers here
My drawings have reached 9800 faves
And l'm close to reach 1000 followers on Instagram
I just really want to say:
THANKS, THANKS, THANKS VERY MUCH FOR ALL THE SUPPORT! IT TRULY MEANS A LOT!!!
Thanks so much for reading! And spiky hugs to you all!
LongTom
~longtom
You may be jealous of me for this. In high school, a person I didn't would accost me and spit on me. I reported this to the dean and the dean went up to this person and talked to him for several minutes. I don't know what the dean said, but the person did not bother me again.
HedgehoVid
~hedgehovid
OP
It's good that you embrace them after all!
RitsuoSenpai
~ritsuosenpai
I’m happy that you are getting the help you need as well as for the achievements made!
HedgehoVid
~hedgehovid
OP
Aww, l appreciate it!
miaraVnyx
~miaravnyx
Very good that a nice person like you is going good recently :>
HedgehoVid
~hedgehovid
OP
Aww, thanks! I appreciate it! X3
Sir Kain
~sirkain
We do need to get back to chatting again. Sorry i haven't kept up with it and I also can relate to the psychological treatment. Been having that for the past 7 years. and 15 years eh? nice!
HedgehoVid
~hedgehovid
OP
Aww, sure! You can reach me out anytime! I'll be glad to respond! And l see, dang! We furries are all damaged of the brain, lol! Wish you the best with your treatment, and thanks for the support on this!
A-Kitsune
~a-kitsune
wow, de todos los años que he interactuado contigo, nunca se me paso por la cabesa pensar que podrias tener ese tipo de problemas, simpre has actuado tan lindo y amable conmigo, lleno de animo y juvilo.....en todo caso!! me alegro mucho de que al final los lograsen detectar y que bueno que te animaste a irlos tratando junto con un especialista, es hora de iniciar un largo porceso de sanacion, tente pasiencia y ojala pronto te puedas sentir mejor contigo mismo y logres construir las relaciones sociales que has estado buscando <3
HedgehoVid
~hedgehovid
OP
Aww, muchas gracias! Lo aprecio mucho! Y ojalá así sea, habrá que tener fe al proceso. :'3
A-Kitsune
~a-kitsune
lo conseguiras, ya veras ^^
HedgehoVid
~hedgehovid
OP
Aww, qué lindo, gracias nuevamente! X"3
HedgehoVid
~hedgehovid
OP
Hi, it's alright, and aww, l see, sorry to know that... I just hope you can get along with someone eventually.
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