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11 months ago
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..Phew, hey Space here.
Been taking care of a project that took a lot of soul searching and research to go through, and another gamedev graphics project.
Things have been plenty of up and down for a while, but not that I can complain.
- First, I've updated my prices and commission form. They're much more reflective of what I feel I can deliver, while keeping things as fair as I can.
Drawing takes quite a long time for me, from sheer OCPD. It's why my lines tend to be as clean as I can do them.
Even stuff like the Standard with 2 characters, which is $320 at base, I designate 80 units for it. That's 30 hrs sheer work, 40 hrs total time.
I do 80 units in an entire week of work, for I take the time.
- Second, Twatter? I'll stop posting there, and instead keep my uploads and posts both here in FA, and Bluesky.
If ya wanna go follow me there, https://bsky.app/profile/sweetspace.bsky.social here's a handy link. As soon as I finish writing this,
I'll start uploading and posting the last content I've made.~
- Third, my posts that used to have Feen links no longer work, unfortunately, so I'll begin uploading to Imgur instead.
Unfortunately, I've lost the original files to most of those commissions, two years ago. If some of you have kept track and downloaded my work in their original size,
Please note me with them to slowly get all those links replaced and working.
- Fourth, I'm opening commissions again, right now. - ͜ -
- Lastly, I kinda wanna apologize because I really suck at parasocial stuff; I don't do art memes, nor collabs, nor interact a lot, nor post that much stuff personal stuff,
and it's because I'm rather reserved myself - I have a ton of art I don't upload only because I don't like bothering other people with my own things.
Tickling, feet, domination, muscle, twinks and twunks - you name it, and I literally never talk about it.
It always feels as though I'm crippled when connecting with communities because of it, but I try.
I -am- antisocial from trust issues, so every comment I get helps me feel a little less alien about what I love. I read them all, and I appreciate that.~
That's all I really wanted to say.
Thoughts and questions welcome.
Been taking care of a project that took a lot of soul searching and research to go through, and another gamedev graphics project.
Things have been plenty of up and down for a while, but not that I can complain.
- First, I've updated my prices and commission form. They're much more reflective of what I feel I can deliver, while keeping things as fair as I can.
Drawing takes quite a long time for me, from sheer OCPD. It's why my lines tend to be as clean as I can do them.
Even stuff like the Standard with 2 characters, which is $320 at base, I designate 80 units for it. That's 30 hrs sheer work, 40 hrs total time.
I do 80 units in an entire week of work, for I take the time.
- Second, Twatter? I'll stop posting there, and instead keep my uploads and posts both here in FA, and Bluesky.
If ya wanna go follow me there, https://bsky.app/profile/sweetspace.bsky.social here's a handy link. As soon as I finish writing this,
I'll start uploading and posting the last content I've made.~
- Third, my posts that used to have Feen links no longer work, unfortunately, so I'll begin uploading to Imgur instead.
Unfortunately, I've lost the original files to most of those commissions, two years ago. If some of you have kept track and downloaded my work in their original size,
Please note me with them to slowly get all those links replaced and working.
- Fourth, I'm opening commissions again, right now. - ͜ -
- Lastly, I kinda wanna apologize because I really suck at parasocial stuff; I don't do art memes, nor collabs, nor interact a lot, nor post that much stuff personal stuff,
and it's because I'm rather reserved myself - I have a ton of art I don't upload only because I don't like bothering other people with my own things.
Tickling, feet, domination, muscle, twinks and twunks - you name it, and I literally never talk about it.
It always feels as though I'm crippled when connecting with communities because of it, but I try.
I -am- antisocial from trust issues, so every comment I get helps me feel a little less alien about what I love. I read them all, and I appreciate that.~
That's all I really wanted to say.
Thoughts and questions welcome.
Regarding the social aspect, I'm also a reserved person, and I don't like to share more than I should. In this case, I can only say that you should go at your own pace and not rush.
The pace might just be slow due to how deep in that hermetic trust issues thing I am, but slowly working it.
I've never been good at encouraging myself from how self-conscious I am of other people's potential judgement - I've had a bad history of people pleasing and being manipulated in the past, hence why I guess it takes some more outside encouragement than usual.
it's cool you post this journal though, you have a fan in me even if we don't talk that much ^^
I guess that in the end, our pages and our environment is one we ourselves shape and create,
so we're completely in our right to show our things at our own pace, and at our own discretion
The actual problem is us being comfortable with ourselves as to what's acceptable, and I feel none of my own things are - as harmless as many of my closest friends insist they are, because both them and me are slowly trying to understand those things better
Like we shouldn't justify why we always ask for a strawberry ice cream - it's samey yes, but we love it - imperfections and all because they're not meant to be perfect for everyone but us; Perfection can only be contextual to our own personal needs! The fear of it not vibing that same way for everyone, is one that takes trust. Just that mine has been vulnerated a ton of times, but I'm working on it.
And as I work on it, is that I've slowly reached more to friends, speaking more - so as we do this, finding the time to speak to peeps will come naturally.~ (The other half is fighting my ADHD to optimize planning stuff sdkgjsdkjf)
--Btw, likewise dude, I really love the passion in your work.
Hope you're doing gud these days still. And good luck with them commishes and projects!
Hope we can still get along one day tho .3.
..-huh? what do ya mean by "hope we can still get along one day"? eue;;
have I done smth wrong or signaled smth negative towards you?