I'm callous. I want you to suffer like you made me suffer. I don't want to talk about it anymore. Don't talk to me. Leave me alone. You robbed my happiness. You robbed my joy. I don't want anything to do with you. I want you to hurt. It makes me happy to think about it.

Also this is not about you jazzy if you happen to read this and think it's about you... no this is about other people. Other people in this Fandom who broke my heart, ruined me and my old mates, broke relationships of mine off so that they could steal my lovers right from me.

I never got over these things. I never got over this hurt. Certain individuals wronged me so badly. And now they are getting better physically and emotionally while I rot and deteriorate and get even sicker? No. I hope that you suffer. I wish ill on you. I curse your health with my last breath.


You stole my life from me, you stole what made me happy, left me in a state of despair for many years and I still haven't recovered. My heart is bruised, it is black and blue and damaged by you. You don't get to be happy, this is just a wave I hope, I hope when all is said and done you go back to being the miserable person you are, the person who stole my boyfriend, the person who stepped all over me, the person who if I ever met in real life I would be too afraid to even speak to because of how bad you hurt me.


I will never forgive you. You never made things right with me. And when I'm dead I hope you know how much I hated you when I was alive.