I am very drunk. I lost my child. I lost everything. I never felt love or being loved in my life. I wish things could've been different. But this may be a false alarm, so who knows.
The way you put it things are really serious. So serious, not everyone can even understand. But this may be a false alarm, so who knows.
You know, since you are drunk I can't give you advice besides sleeping on it... Why don't you get sober and write full story? People on FA are good and always try to help despite many of them having own lives being down the drain.
Please don't. Please call 988 or a hospital or a friend. I've lost friends and family to this, and I selfishly just want you to live more. Please stick around.
But this may be a false alarm, so who knows.
You know, since you are drunk I can't give you advice besides sleeping on it... Why don't you get sober and write full story? People on FA are good and always try to help despite many of them having own lives being down the drain.
But for crying out loud, please don't do anything rash and go that route!