im really sorry for all delays and missing deadlines
im in a really bad place and im trying to crawl out as soon as possible
i dont really know how to convey whats going on without it seeming like im fishing for sympathy
as first and foremost i should be doing my job
especially with how kind and patient literally all commissioners have been with me for my whole time offering commissions
i just want to say i keep track of and am always working on things
its also always 100% ok to check up on progress or set deadlines its never rude or demanding
i dont really know how to properly formulate this post and keep it brief/concise
Im really sorry for my current state