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What's been going on? Health updates
a year ago
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Well, it's been a little while since last time I posted something, and for those who probably been wondering how have I been, I got news for you:
It's not secret that I've been facing too many stressful and really rough times through my life in the last few years, after all, I've been keeping y'all acknowledged of that with these journals, especially for the people close to me, so I think I've reached a point where my body has been making me know that I need to change my life, and when I say to change it, I really mean it, but didn't think it was going to be this big, since I've been suffering a lot of physical pain and not only headaches anymore, this means that I have been to keep myself away from everything that can be extremely stressful or exalting to me, so I've been in the hospital and seeing my doctor for more than just once (in fact, now they have to do medical lab tests on me which I'm gonna have to be there for February), having to take more medications, including the ones for the depression and anxiety as expected, so I've been feeling more of that tiredness and other symptoms that make me struggle with things in general, especially in my job where I unironically kinda expected to not be understood about my situation enough, although I still appreciate they have mental health and medical internal services, is not that good as I would've liked (MH being only available once a week and limited medical service), but is better than nothing I guess.
So what I'll going to do is keep myself safe as much as I can and keep paying attention to what I need in order to take care and recover in what can be possible, since I really don't want my life to turn into something I can't make the most of it and to feel calm and happy which is something I've ever wanted ever since I started my independent life.
And for the ones that I possibly still owe their commissions or something, I deeply apologize for not being able to keep up with them and most of the things I wanted to do or to show to you all, hopefully you can understand, I'll still try to do what I can be able to continue if I'm fine for it.
Thank you so much for reading up to here.
It's not secret that I've been facing too many stressful and really rough times through my life in the last few years, after all, I've been keeping y'all acknowledged of that with these journals, especially for the people close to me, so I think I've reached a point where my body has been making me know that I need to change my life, and when I say to change it, I really mean it, but didn't think it was going to be this big, since I've been suffering a lot of physical pain and not only headaches anymore, this means that I have been to keep myself away from everything that can be extremely stressful or exalting to me, so I've been in the hospital and seeing my doctor for more than just once (in fact, now they have to do medical lab tests on me which I'm gonna have to be there for February), having to take more medications, including the ones for the depression and anxiety as expected, so I've been feeling more of that tiredness and other symptoms that make me struggle with things in general, especially in my job where I unironically kinda expected to not be understood about my situation enough, although I still appreciate they have mental health and medical internal services, is not that good as I would've liked (MH being only available once a week and limited medical service), but is better than nothing I guess.
So what I'll going to do is keep myself safe as much as I can and keep paying attention to what I need in order to take care and recover in what can be possible, since I really don't want my life to turn into something I can't make the most of it and to feel calm and happy which is something I've ever wanted ever since I started my independent life.
And for the ones that I possibly still owe their commissions or something, I deeply apologize for not being able to keep up with them and most of the things I wanted to do or to show to you all, hopefully you can understand, I'll still try to do what I can be able to continue if I'm fine for it.
Thank you so much for reading up to here.
Take your time to get well and stabilize, health always comes first and with the chaotic enviroment of these days, mental health is a priority.
I really hope you feel better soon.
I believe you will.