things are thinging, happens are happening
7 months ago
hi all
you all probably noticed i haven't been much active here for several months. there are several reasons as to why. first one, furaffinity has been blocked in my country since summer, which made it very slow and uncomfortable to use. the second reason is my life, as well as life goals, have been changing rapidly in those past months, and now i am working on the possibility of leaving the country. all my time and energy is focused on getting my visa approved (which is posing a great challenge)
from other news, probably following the example of recent US tyrannical laws, my country began actively gathering information about queer people. i feel less safe by the day, which only further fueling my desperation to leave.
and another thing, when i will return to furaffinity (hopefully closer to autumn), i won't be making NSFW content anymore (only private artworks for me and my partner). I feel like my art should envoke real emotions, rather than just being a part of porn industry. don't know if i ever will take commissions again, but if i will, they will be SFW only.
but overall, i've been good. better than ever, really. my mental health is improving, although i still struggle a lot with my anxiety disorder.
i will return [some day] !! love you all!!
you all probably noticed i haven't been much active here for several months. there are several reasons as to why. first one, furaffinity has been blocked in my country since summer, which made it very slow and uncomfortable to use. the second reason is my life, as well as life goals, have been changing rapidly in those past months, and now i am working on the possibility of leaving the country. all my time and energy is focused on getting my visa approved (which is posing a great challenge)
from other news, probably following the example of recent US tyrannical laws, my country began actively gathering information about queer people. i feel less safe by the day, which only further fueling my desperation to leave.
and another thing, when i will return to furaffinity (hopefully closer to autumn), i won't be making NSFW content anymore (only private artworks for me and my partner). I feel like my art should envoke real emotions, rather than just being a part of porn industry. don't know if i ever will take commissions again, but if i will, they will be SFW only.
but overall, i've been good. better than ever, really. my mental health is improving, although i still struggle a lot with my anxiety disorder.
i will return [some day] !! love you all!!
godspeed, River! <3 🕊