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Things hurt more when im tired.
8 months ago
It's not quite Paradise.
It wasn’t a great evening by a lot, but ive calmed down though i still feel like crap. I dont want to dump or vent openly about it but today was probably the closest ive gotten to doing something id not get to see to regret.
It was a bad evening made worse by someone who couldn’t care less who says what they always do when they are disappointed. “Youre always tired or dont feel good when we want you to do something” roughly translating to “you didnt bend to our every whim at the given moment and you disgust us”. This evening that hit in just the right way and the following arguement and being threatened with potentially being kicked out was enough i was willing to consider just ‘signing off’ so i was never a problem again and didnt have to deal with the treatment going forwards.
Im alive, as well as i can be, didnt do anything. Just doing what i normally do to cope. Games, music, and muse transformation ideas. No friends were really available to openly vent to that didnt try to make light of things or ‘thats rough buddy’ me or send a hug emote. Not that anyone could really do much in the way of consoling me or otherwise anyhow.
Take it easy all,
-FireFoxZero
It was a bad evening made worse by someone who couldn’t care less who says what they always do when they are disappointed. “Youre always tired or dont feel good when we want you to do something” roughly translating to “you didnt bend to our every whim at the given moment and you disgust us”. This evening that hit in just the right way and the following arguement and being threatened with potentially being kicked out was enough i was willing to consider just ‘signing off’ so i was never a problem again and didnt have to deal with the treatment going forwards.
Im alive, as well as i can be, didnt do anything. Just doing what i normally do to cope. Games, music, and muse transformation ideas. No friends were really available to openly vent to that didnt try to make light of things or ‘thats rough buddy’ me or send a hug emote. Not that anyone could really do much in the way of consoling me or otherwise anyhow.
Take it easy all,
-FireFoxZero
I don't know if I can say "I feel you", but I am feeling down recently too. There's lots of depressing thoughts I have no one to share with. Just trying to stay alive. Hope I will feel better, hope you too.
