Honestly I just can't catch a break, since November last year I've been having a series of illnesses that knocked me out, then taxes ended up being more then I expected which drained my bank, then I got ill again, then christmas happened, then Jan was meant to be getting back on track with everything but became more stressful and to put the icing on top one of my cats got ran over which has completely broken my heart and just crushed me so much... I'm exhausted, hopeless, tired, and I miss him so much I'll never see him again and I only just got over the trauma of loosing one of my older cats passing the same way. Money is just flying out my bank, my social life has just completely ripped to shreds, I feel like my art and work is shit and slow now a days and I'm just so lost and overwhelmed and tired.

Legit don't understand why life is so fucking cruel to me, I suffered so much childhood abuse and even through growing up... I thought life would give me a break but guess that's stupid of me to assume such a thing.

Oh well

I just gotta keep moving forward.