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Addressing the Extreme Stories.
7 months ago
ATTENTION. OUR GOD KING, GRAND EMPEROR AND RULER OF THE QUANTUM VORTEX, DEMANDS YOUR VIEWING FOR THE FOLLOWING MESSAGE Heyas everyone! I know I'm barely around but that will be changing soon, your goodest boy is back!
So, this particular topic has been heavy on my heart for a while now, pretty much from when I created those stories back in 2017, funnily enough similarly discontinued in that same year. The genre barely had its sea legs.
Which is a good thing, because I hated writing those stories.
For those that might not know, here some Husky deep lore. Back in 2017 I was fresh out of college and looking for work. In the meantime of searching, I started my Patreon because it was actually quite new back then and I saw other creators making good money on that site. I had a rather small community of followers by that point so I had some support, so I wasn't starting out with nothing. And hey, if people liked my work enough to follow me, I must be at least pretty good at it, right? Turns out I was right, and people began to trickle in their support. It wasn't quite the geyser like others might have had, but it was something. I was living with my parents at the time and was "paying rent" by doing chores, helping out around the house, and paying a little bit of what I could. Now, all of my stories at the time were adult and that's what I was building my Patreon brand as, and recycling that money back into it by commissioning artists who would then hopefully advertise my Patreon a little bit when they posted the art. I knew the art would be easy to steal, so there was no reason for me to try and lock it behind a paywall, but I could at least do that with the stories. I figured people couldn't be too upset with that, they were getting art at my expense and the story was there as a bonus.
But, again, my community was very slow to grow and I was desperate to try out new methods and ways to get more people to join my Patreon and hopefully get them to join at the higher tiers. An idea hit me after a conversation with a friend who told me she knew of a content creator that made 3D bestiality porn who absolutely hated it but made a giant chunk of money with it. To me, that made sense, there were a few forbidden niche fetishes that society and plenty of websites refused to host despite it being legal, of course people into those fetishes were willing to pay the price for that content. So I figured, why couldn't I do that? Maybe it would work.
It did work.
I created a tier of what were known as "Extreme Stories" or more accurately, "Extreme Meet Me Stories" and I placed them at a tier I thought was reasonable given my popularity and what I was willing to do to make them. Almost immediately they were popular and people were willing to pay for that content. My Patreon actually began to make a decent amount of money for who I was. About the same time that I was gaining in popularity, Patreon put the hard ban on those kinds of topics and creators were told to remove any and all content of those specific adult themes, but luckily not all NSFW content was told to leave. Patreon knew where the money was as well.
When this ban happened, there was an uproar of people shouting about being denied their free speech and how they had a right to express whatever they wanted artistically. After all, it was ALL fictional content that was entirely legal to create and distribute so they were of course all correct, but Patreon isn't the government, it's a free standing company that can enact any rules it wants. But people of my community probably noticed that I wasn't too terribly upset when this ban came around. Heck, I seemed to weirdly be looking forward to it. In fact I took that as an opportunity to completely overhaul my image and brand. This was where I launched my specific tiers and tried to keep up with a ridiculous posting schedule that I created and had no one pressuring me to do, and of which I never actually was able to follow. I never claimed to be a smart doggo. On top of that I was committing to the idea that everything that I posted was going to have an art component, so I was contacting artists, looking at prices, and doing all sorts of stuff to network and build my brand. Writing became my full time job, I was using it to pay rent to my parents while having enough over for commissions and even a little left for me to buy a few goodies for myself at a couple points.
And thus, the extreme stories fell by the wayside, were taken off Patreon, and more or less forgotten about. There were a couple websites that were willing to host some of the stories, but in time that changed and I just decided to completely take them off the internet and stow them away in the folders upon folders that was my labyrinth computer. Every once in a while someone would DM me and ask where they could read these old stories, but I told them that they weren't anywhere but I'd send them via email or somehow if they wanted and I wouldn't even charge for them. Even when there were competing Patreon-like websites that did allow that kind of content to exist on their platform, I didn't re-upload them or go chasing that extreme content market. I was happy to be where I was making the work that I wanted.
So....holy cow that was a lot. Back to the main point of this journal. Some may be asking what specific content did these extreme stories have? Well, some pretty extreme fetishes. Under aged characters, bestiality, incest, vore, gore, rape, death, torture, and some watersports. I hated writing these stories. For probably obvious reasons, they made me feel very icky and gross and I often fought with myself to discontinue them but was reminded again how much money they brought me in at that time, which was a whole lot to fresh-out-of-college Husky. So if I'm asked why did I create these stories? It was entirely for the money. Which is pretty hypocritical coming from me, someone who really hates Capitalism.
I was so so so happy to leave that content behind for greener pastures, but there was still the lingering fact that I did, actually, make them, and could never unmake them.
Some might ask, given that I wrote those stories 6-7 years ago, why bring it up out of nowhere? There's probably very few people that know of those stories and fewer still in my community that know of their existence. But I really feel that I need to publicly acknowledge their existence and my own thoughts about them and the fact that I didn't like writing them. It was like they were a dirty horrible secret that I was trying to cover up and maybe hope would vanish into oblivion with barely any evidence left over of them having existed at all.
For those that don't know, Disney made some pretty horrible and problematic cartoons WAY back in the day when casual racism and sexism was more accepted. I don't know if they still air any of these cartoons on any particular platform, but I do remember seeing a bulletin that Disney would display before airing any of these cartoons that would acknowledge their existence. It was something of the tune "The reason we choose to keep these cartoons around and not erase them is to own up to the fact that we made them, and will not deny their existence and take the repercussions there-of"
I feel the same way for my old extreme stories. I'm not going to delete them from my computer and then smash the hard drive with a hammer, ensuring that if they are ever found on the internet, they didn't come from me. I also am not going to deny their existence or that I made them. And for what it is worth, I'm sorry that I made them.
Now, people are obviously wondering why now of all time that I come clean about this dirty secret of mine. Well, it's not due to any controversy or me being canceled, this has been a journal I have written at least twice a year but end up deleting it, questioning if it's a good idea to bring up this long forgotten topic or should I just let it have the cold suffocating death it deserves. Some might have noticed that I've been on hiatus for a couple years, a WHOLE other topic that I will address at some point in the future. I have made major life changes that have allowed me to come back to writing and content creation as a whole, including making some additional non-written content. Stay tuned if you've ever wanted to hear my voice and how much of a goofball I really am. ;P Or interact with with my community in a more direct way.
So, with all that said.
From here on out, I will not being distributing any of these stories privately or publicly, nor will I demand any third party from hosting them if they so choose. If you happened to download any of these particular stories at the time then count yourself lucky that you have a rare relic. I'm not going to ask people to delete those stories, they were all adults that can make their own decisions. All that I do ask is that you don't have a hand in their redistribution and propagation. They are bad content that deserves bad stuff to happen to it. Also, they were written 7 years ago! My writing style was horrible back then compared to now! Come read my better stuff that I'm actually proud and excited of! :D
Thank you all for your understanding on this topic and what it means to me to let it out in the public. I feel that a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I hope my own community accepts me back and forgives me for my absence, because I love you all and wouldn't be who I am without you! Flaws and all.
Yours truly~
Husky Huskerton.
So, this particular topic has been heavy on my heart for a while now, pretty much from when I created those stories back in 2017, funnily enough similarly discontinued in that same year. The genre barely had its sea legs.
Which is a good thing, because I hated writing those stories.
For those that might not know, here some Husky deep lore. Back in 2017 I was fresh out of college and looking for work. In the meantime of searching, I started my Patreon because it was actually quite new back then and I saw other creators making good money on that site. I had a rather small community of followers by that point so I had some support, so I wasn't starting out with nothing. And hey, if people liked my work enough to follow me, I must be at least pretty good at it, right? Turns out I was right, and people began to trickle in their support. It wasn't quite the geyser like others might have had, but it was something. I was living with my parents at the time and was "paying rent" by doing chores, helping out around the house, and paying a little bit of what I could. Now, all of my stories at the time were adult and that's what I was building my Patreon brand as, and recycling that money back into it by commissioning artists who would then hopefully advertise my Patreon a little bit when they posted the art. I knew the art would be easy to steal, so there was no reason for me to try and lock it behind a paywall, but I could at least do that with the stories. I figured people couldn't be too upset with that, they were getting art at my expense and the story was there as a bonus.
But, again, my community was very slow to grow and I was desperate to try out new methods and ways to get more people to join my Patreon and hopefully get them to join at the higher tiers. An idea hit me after a conversation with a friend who told me she knew of a content creator that made 3D bestiality porn who absolutely hated it but made a giant chunk of money with it. To me, that made sense, there were a few forbidden niche fetishes that society and plenty of websites refused to host despite it being legal, of course people into those fetishes were willing to pay the price for that content. So I figured, why couldn't I do that? Maybe it would work.
It did work.
I created a tier of what were known as "Extreme Stories" or more accurately, "Extreme Meet Me Stories" and I placed them at a tier I thought was reasonable given my popularity and what I was willing to do to make them. Almost immediately they were popular and people were willing to pay for that content. My Patreon actually began to make a decent amount of money for who I was. About the same time that I was gaining in popularity, Patreon put the hard ban on those kinds of topics and creators were told to remove any and all content of those specific adult themes, but luckily not all NSFW content was told to leave. Patreon knew where the money was as well.
When this ban happened, there was an uproar of people shouting about being denied their free speech and how they had a right to express whatever they wanted artistically. After all, it was ALL fictional content that was entirely legal to create and distribute so they were of course all correct, but Patreon isn't the government, it's a free standing company that can enact any rules it wants. But people of my community probably noticed that I wasn't too terribly upset when this ban came around. Heck, I seemed to weirdly be looking forward to it. In fact I took that as an opportunity to completely overhaul my image and brand. This was where I launched my specific tiers and tried to keep up with a ridiculous posting schedule that I created and had no one pressuring me to do, and of which I never actually was able to follow. I never claimed to be a smart doggo. On top of that I was committing to the idea that everything that I posted was going to have an art component, so I was contacting artists, looking at prices, and doing all sorts of stuff to network and build my brand. Writing became my full time job, I was using it to pay rent to my parents while having enough over for commissions and even a little left for me to buy a few goodies for myself at a couple points.
And thus, the extreme stories fell by the wayside, were taken off Patreon, and more or less forgotten about. There were a couple websites that were willing to host some of the stories, but in time that changed and I just decided to completely take them off the internet and stow them away in the folders upon folders that was my labyrinth computer. Every once in a while someone would DM me and ask where they could read these old stories, but I told them that they weren't anywhere but I'd send them via email or somehow if they wanted and I wouldn't even charge for them. Even when there were competing Patreon-like websites that did allow that kind of content to exist on their platform, I didn't re-upload them or go chasing that extreme content market. I was happy to be where I was making the work that I wanted.
So....holy cow that was a lot. Back to the main point of this journal. Some may be asking what specific content did these extreme stories have? Well, some pretty extreme fetishes. Under aged characters, bestiality, incest, vore, gore, rape, death, torture, and some watersports. I hated writing these stories. For probably obvious reasons, they made me feel very icky and gross and I often fought with myself to discontinue them but was reminded again how much money they brought me in at that time, which was a whole lot to fresh-out-of-college Husky. So if I'm asked why did I create these stories? It was entirely for the money. Which is pretty hypocritical coming from me, someone who really hates Capitalism.
I was so so so happy to leave that content behind for greener pastures, but there was still the lingering fact that I did, actually, make them, and could never unmake them.
Some might ask, given that I wrote those stories 6-7 years ago, why bring it up out of nowhere? There's probably very few people that know of those stories and fewer still in my community that know of their existence. But I really feel that I need to publicly acknowledge their existence and my own thoughts about them and the fact that I didn't like writing them. It was like they were a dirty horrible secret that I was trying to cover up and maybe hope would vanish into oblivion with barely any evidence left over of them having existed at all.
For those that don't know, Disney made some pretty horrible and problematic cartoons WAY back in the day when casual racism and sexism was more accepted. I don't know if they still air any of these cartoons on any particular platform, but I do remember seeing a bulletin that Disney would display before airing any of these cartoons that would acknowledge their existence. It was something of the tune "The reason we choose to keep these cartoons around and not erase them is to own up to the fact that we made them, and will not deny their existence and take the repercussions there-of"
I feel the same way for my old extreme stories. I'm not going to delete them from my computer and then smash the hard drive with a hammer, ensuring that if they are ever found on the internet, they didn't come from me. I also am not going to deny their existence or that I made them. And for what it is worth, I'm sorry that I made them.
Now, people are obviously wondering why now of all time that I come clean about this dirty secret of mine. Well, it's not due to any controversy or me being canceled, this has been a journal I have written at least twice a year but end up deleting it, questioning if it's a good idea to bring up this long forgotten topic or should I just let it have the cold suffocating death it deserves. Some might have noticed that I've been on hiatus for a couple years, a WHOLE other topic that I will address at some point in the future. I have made major life changes that have allowed me to come back to writing and content creation as a whole, including making some additional non-written content. Stay tuned if you've ever wanted to hear my voice and how much of a goofball I really am. ;P Or interact with with my community in a more direct way.
So, with all that said.
From here on out, I will not being distributing any of these stories privately or publicly, nor will I demand any third party from hosting them if they so choose. If you happened to download any of these particular stories at the time then count yourself lucky that you have a rare relic. I'm not going to ask people to delete those stories, they were all adults that can make their own decisions. All that I do ask is that you don't have a hand in their redistribution and propagation. They are bad content that deserves bad stuff to happen to it. Also, they were written 7 years ago! My writing style was horrible back then compared to now! Come read my better stuff that I'm actually proud and excited of! :D
Thank you all for your understanding on this topic and what it means to me to let it out in the public. I feel that a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I hope my own community accepts me back and forgives me for my absence, because I love you all and wouldn't be who I am without you! Flaws and all.
Yours truly~
Husky Huskerton.
I went through your gallery (and I'm not saying your stuff isn't good with this; it is good.), but I didn't see anything that popped out and reminded me of why/when I followed you. But then again, my memory is pretty garbage even on the best of days so it could just be that too ;;
None of the extreme stories were posted in their entirety to the public (The very few that were even allowed on sites like FA and SoFurry) so unless you had subscribed to the Patreon 8 years ago within a period of 6 months, you would have missed having access to them.
MTF is Male to Feamle, TGTF is Transgender Transformation.