I feel uncomfortable looking at my work and at NSFW in general. All these fetishes... it's wrong. Looking back, I regret letting it get so ingrained in my head. On the other hand I think it was in me and it is unlikely that I will be able to get rid of it. But I want to at least limit them somehow. It was fun, but now I'm really scared.
Maybe it's temporary, but the feeling is pretty bad.