I hate how jealous and upset I get when I see the interactions of others in relationships. I think it's from how I felt cast aside in a previous relationship for another person that I feel like a reject no one would actually want to do that stuff with.

Doesn't help that other than online I don't have much social interaction and feel trapped at home, no drivers license, no job so no $, and I worry about leaving my Mom home alone. My family thinks I'm a hermit.