monday a week ago i found my father dead

he had a heart attack in his sleep i found him that morning on the floor he was 67 years old and just retired about half a year ago

today he was cremated

a lot of tears , hugs and good wishes

i saw family members i haven't seen in years

now our parents' house belongs to me and my older brother

but my brother wants to sell the house but i live there for the past 15 years

i lived on my own before but i gotten money issues and I thought too lightly about it and did not tell anybody or read my mail and one day when i got home my key would not fit in the door

i had to move back to my parents' house they helped me to get my debt paid i worked it off and i bin debt free for more then 10 years

i that time i lost my mother do to a stroke

we all had it bad with moms passing but it hit my father the most

he was not the the healthiest person he was a diabetic type 2 a nd was a real chain smoker he was losing his eye sight and the cold really was bad for him

the only things he did about half a year since his retirement was sitting before the tv eat , sleep and just go outside for groceries and that was with me because his eye sight was getting so bad he could not drive a car anymore

i was the only one that could get him out of the house a bit

i could not really have much of a life in that situation i did not wanted to leave my dad alone for to long i do have a job but i do not have any relationships or could live on my own

even if i did live on my own i would be at my fathers house daily

and he is gone i am in this big house alone and my brother wants to sell it its not a rental house our parents bought it but i do not want to sell he those not know that yet but he is gonna find out soon

he was thinking of selling the day father past away he said things like you got to buy me out if you wanna keep it and sell a lot of stuff he already took all the cash in house and our mothers coins and money bills collection from different countries said he was gonna to appraise them but i am starting to get bad feelings about it all and i am thinking of getting a lawyer to make sure we both get half

that is what our father said he put in his will that my brother and i would each get half

maybe its the grief but i feel things are going to get worse

but i am not going to let him sell this house without a fight its now in both out names and one cannot doing anything without the others consent with the house

sorry going on and on about this but i feel a bit better now to get it all out