Last night, I am in a desperate messures right now, I couldn't think anything better to find a single bottom guy from FA in Canada to claim my appreciation, it is hard to struggle without a hot daddy figure in person. And what's worst is that I get all moody to cut off my mother's guessing game from some video. And to make matters worst, she got a headache when I tried to apologise so went back in my room with tendrums. When she heard this, she explained that her brother was at the hospital with a heartattack and told me to relaxe. Alot is going on in my head right now, I just don't know what to do for my art without a hottest encounter somewhere in my country. I want your thoughts in your comments below, because I am so sick and tired of being ignored without positive responses. If I find one, I continue with my artworks.

I know it is not the best to post my journal about problems, but I hope somebody understands how I couldn't figure or anxious to ask about their sexuality status because of my disability from not doing anything.
I didn't go to gym very often, I only take a shower because my same house with my parents are out of hot water and couldn't afford it. I wish my chances to find someone but I don't know how or where to start. Again, leave your comments down below just incase if I had a hard time finding anyone hot at all. If FA Americans knowing this, I can't leave Canada behind, it's where I was born and I'm right where I was, period.

PS: Just to warn you all in FA that I get picky when someone's not hot enough for me but I don't want to miss out their secret personas if there ever was one in my country because America is absolute dangerous.