I hate this week. All week I have not been in a good place in my mind. Been really depressed and trying not to think of certain things that's happened in the past few years but it's been really hard not to when reminds pop up. Also, I dont understand why people like to hurt others or turn their backs on the they swear they wouldn't. Well I managed to get the day off to try and clear my mind. All was going good till I went home after having a meal with a friend I ran into unexpectedly. Went past my friends house where he lived at with his family. ( One I just had dinner with) Going home and there was several cops , ambulance and fire trucks at his home. Also seen them taking a gurney out the house. After message him asking what was going on his reply back was "I am waiting to see if my twin brother is alive. The cops shot him". My stomach started turning. The person I seen them moving on the gurney was completely covered in the white cover. I feel so bad for him and his family. He confirmed what I thought a few minutes later. His brother was dead. And I have meet the guy a few times but man that sucks. I am really hating the world right now.