It has been legit ages since I showed my face here. I lot has gone on. I'm sorry that I haven't kept up. I'm in school still (did I mention that before?), and I have officially settled on becoming an ASL interpreter <3 I have accomplished so much and I still feel like I have so far to go. With the current....climate....I might have to wait even longer to complete my dreams, but I will fight tooth and nail for them. I have learned so much about myself over these last few years, especially when it pertains to polyam. It isn't easy but I find myself over all more content, more aware of myself and more willing to stand up for myself, maintain my boundaries, and love deeper than I ever thought possible. And I don't just mean for my partner...I mean my capacity to love has widened and deepened. I can feel the shift. It feels good to love myself in a way I never thought I could thanks to religious upbringing. It's humbling. ANyways, I'm done talking for now. Please be safe out there all of you.

all the love,

-Zaya <3