this isn't a definite goodbye but doing nsfw art has really been taking a toll on me the past few months and no breaks i've tried to take have helped. with the constant people in my dms as of recent tryna be friends just to get free art out of me, feeling like im not working fast enough, not really having any inspiration, feeling like i have to monitor this server all the time cos of people complaining about stuff or posting stuff they shouldn't, dealing with drama within the community, generally losing inspiration to do this shit completely and kinda feeling like i don't really add anything that sets me apart from other 3d artists i'm just kinda at my wits end with this whole thing. again this doesn't mean i'm quitting right now, it's just been on my mind way more than ever the past few months and doing this for as long as i have has just kinda mentally made me someone i'm not and i don't like it