thank you all for the support. i swear i don't deserve you guys. this has been a verry hard few days for myself and my family. we loved that dog and he loved us just as back. his name was Winchester. we named him both after the show and the riffle. he was a hybrid golden retriever and border collie. he didn't have a single mean bone in his body. and he loved us to the bitter end. he got a rare heart cancer that, just came and took him from us. he passed surrounded by the people he loved. there was no doubt he went straight up.

It's hitting me in waves. One second I'm fine the next my eyes start tearing up. Little things like missing the times he barges through my door becaus he knows how to open my door. Finding his toys. His furry all over my clothes still...it hurts ..so much. I'll be okay. Thank you all again for the support and co dolances