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Commission update + abuse (dark)
7 months ago
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Hello everyone I'm gonna try to get back into commissions. For those that I owe i deeply oppologise and I am scatterbrained! If I owe you a pic. Plz remind me here or in notes. I will fix my wrongs!
In other news I have officially cut an abusive friend out of my life. 8 years of being put down. Called ugly. Not good enough, fat the whole 9 yards. He had so much controll over me because he had my family wrapped in his finger. And he knew it. He never said himself but he hinted at it. A part of me cringed to him as a friend. I gave him everything. He milked me and mo own MOM for money. And I've accepted im not seeing that money back l. This man is a manipulative narcissistic misogynist neonazi homphobe transphobe (even though he's transitioning himself make it make semce) human being...I know this man sounds almost too evil!...but this is what I uave been hiding behind closed doors. He controlled me with fear. Whenever he didn't get his way he would call me a faggot and size me up. To make me cower. (And this is a handfull of the manipulative things hes done and said) Well he got too comfertable with doing that. And pissed off the wrong family member. Now they see him for who he is. And thats how I managed to finaly say. Enough is enough! And a part of me wanted to help him. But if you want to help someone that someone has to want to be helped. I did what I can. But I've had enough! And now he's constantly atempting to commit suicide. At this point. I'm just going to say either do it! Or shut up! Do not speak to me untill you get help! Farewell dear friend. I hope we meet again under better circumstances... or not at all
In other news I have officially cut an abusive friend out of my life. 8 years of being put down. Called ugly. Not good enough, fat the whole 9 yards. He had so much controll over me because he had my family wrapped in his finger. And he knew it. He never said himself but he hinted at it. A part of me cringed to him as a friend. I gave him everything. He milked me and mo own MOM for money. And I've accepted im not seeing that money back l. This man is a manipulative narcissistic misogynist neonazi homphobe transphobe (even though he's transitioning himself make it make semce) human being...I know this man sounds almost too evil!...but this is what I uave been hiding behind closed doors. He controlled me with fear. Whenever he didn't get his way he would call me a faggot and size me up. To make me cower. (And this is a handfull of the manipulative things hes done and said) Well he got too comfertable with doing that. And pissed off the wrong family member. Now they see him for who he is. And thats how I managed to finaly say. Enough is enough! And a part of me wanted to help him. But if you want to help someone that someone has to want to be helped. I did what I can. But I've had enough! And now he's constantly atempting to commit suicide. At this point. I'm just going to say either do it! Or shut up! Do not speak to me untill you get help! Farewell dear friend. I hope we meet again under better circumstances... or not at all
He was never a friend to begin with considering how he treated you and your entire family like this which you guys deserve better.
I hope you and your family recover from what just happened.
I’m not sure if this next part sounds helpful in any way so forgive me if it doesn’t, you’re not alone when it comes to commission debt. I have some artists that owe me for years.
I'm glad that you managed to cut ties with this person. I wish you and your family the best recovery. You don't need manipulative shits like him in your circle.
proud of you