That's no good! I'm very sorry to hear, take some well earned rest!

Thank you <3 In some moments I'm already able to look forward to things. I had lots of good convos the last two days, luckily. And I'm making quick progress. And I'm looking forward to the next derg installment xD Some time in the future!

Absolutely! I'll be preparing >:3

Oh no :c I'm so sorry for what you're going through. Please take all the time you need for yourself and just take things day by day when you can. Really wishing the best for you <3

Jaaa thank you <3 That is what I'm doing right now. Just chillin'. I miss drawing in a weird way, I draw every day, but at this moment it feels so hollow. But I know it will return and spark joy again <3

Sorry to hear that take all the time you need. Hope you feel better soon.

Thank you so much <3<3 Your nice words and understanding feels very good to read

You are most welcome!

Sorry to hear that, man. Hope you get better soon.

I hope so, too! Thanks for saying that <3

Take as much time as possible to recover! Please take care!

As much time as possible :^D I will see how much I need, but I also wanna reframe and rethink how I see myself and value my health (mental or otherwise) and stuff like that. Now feels like a good time to put that into action

I'm so sorry you're going through all this, I wish you the best moving forward.

Thank you so much <3 I start to believe it won't be as bad, I can move forward.

Sorry to hear all of that; it must be a lot to handle. I wish you luck in recovering. Please put yourself first and take all the well-deserved time you need. We are here for you!

And you are all so sweet, thank you so much for saying that <3<3 I will take this to heart!

I’m sorry to hear it :<

Positive vibes!

Thank you :^) I can use them!

I read through your post on Bsky and I wanted to leave a comment that I hope will give you some encouragement.

I'm also AuDHD and currently live in the US, which I'm sure you've heard the horror stories of our healthcare here. I experienced a dopamine crash and across-the-board burnout from lack of diagnosis/treatment that led to e being hospitalized in order to be diagnosed. I was finally prescribed ADHD medicine towards the end of my stay, and the path afterwards was full of emotional turmoil and stress as I began to truly register my emotions again. It was hard, but on the other side of it was true and lasting recovery. I feel like my true self again, and able to feel the itch/joy of making comics (something I once held special-interest in, that the burnout had thoroughly killed for me, or so I thought). I never thought I would get to find joy in my art again, nevertheless having ideas for comics.

TLDR; It is going to be a hard recovery, but it is actually possible. Be kind to yourself, take your time, and don't give up. You have so much skill as an artist and render large bodies so beautifully. Your work is an inspiration to me.

I wish you the best~

Hey, thanks so much for your comment. There was something in there that is hard to explain, but it made me cry. Because I felt treated more like a person by you than I was recently by the people I thought were my close friends.

Also sorry you have to live in such a medical shitshow :^/ I often can't believe how heinous it is over there in that regard. People's health is just treated like a luxury item. That's so messed up.

But I'm glad you finally got access to medication! And joy in arting again, that is so cool! If you say, you were finally able to register your emotions again, it makes me so curious. I haven't thought about that possibility, but I was also diagnosed with chronic depression/dysthermia and my emotions are just super flat or non existent all the time, even if I know they should be there? It's weird and it's not actively painful or a hurdle on one hand, but it leads and led to other problems and it's also part of the whole mess I'm in right now. Super interesting now to see if medication can kinda ... restart that for me?

<3<3<3 Ah gosh, you are so nice! It's such an honor to be an inspiration. Hope you have a lot of fun creating <3 I'm currently hopeful it can get better and I already feel like I'm making progress :^)

Thanks!