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7 months ago
🖤🩸🖤 I WANNA PROVE MY LOVE BEFORE I LEAVE
I WANNA MAKE YOU COME AND SCRAPE MY KNEES
WANT YOU TO BITE MY TONGUE UNTIL I BLEED
AND YOU CAN PUT THESE FUCKING WORDS IN MY OBITUARY 🖤🩸🖤
🖤🩸🖤 
🖤🩸🖤 I finally got my anti-anxiety medication guys!
I've been taking 3 a day, 15mg a day I guess and I do notice i'm not quite as bad as I have been.
They're not benzos, so not addictive, kind of like a mood stabiliser but in certain areas of the brain.
So far - so good!
I went out to a LGBTQ~ bar tonight and had a good laugh with my boyfriend and our good friend 
Ollie the Foxxo.
Was a little nervous but pushed through the barriers and had a nice, relaxing time, a few beers and a natter.
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Still struggling mobility wise, tonight kind of proved it. Sitting, then standing, walking and trying to keep things functional in my left leg/hip and back is an issue but I refuse to back down and give in. <3
Sometimes I have to take the day and recover but i'm just so lucky I have such a caring Tigerbutt to keep my spirits up and help me. He's such a wonderful Tiger.
Pain meds suck, keep needing naps on them but all good as I can kip for 30mins or rest and then resume what i'm doing.
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I did have that near-breakdown but since that issue arose, i've been feeling recovered and not as intensely angry at everything and unstable.
----
I know I haven't done a lot of art the last few days, I -DO- have art I just not uploaded it yet. Ha. Sorry. ^^;
Gotta keep the art-train a' Rollin.
Commissions are still open, need to sort out a Paypal being in the red but i'm not going to panic like I usually do. Happy to listen to commission requests of most kinds, just not too NSFW,
Other than that, life is starting to feel like I can make a move and a new step in the right direction.
Thank you for the recent watches, views and favourites.
I really love reading your comments, and appreciate your interactions.
Take care and keep safe,
- Thrasher / Wolfie
xx
I've been taking 3 a day, 15mg a day I guess and I do notice i'm not quite as bad as I have been.
They're not benzos, so not addictive, kind of like a mood stabiliser but in certain areas of the brain.
So far - so good!
I went out to a LGBTQ~ bar tonight and had a good laugh with
my boyfriend and our good friend 
Ollie the Foxxo.Was a little nervous but pushed through the barriers and had a nice, relaxing time, a few beers and a natter.
---
Still struggling mobility wise, tonight kind of proved it. Sitting, then standing, walking and trying to keep things functional in my left leg/hip and back is an issue but I refuse to back down and give in. <3
Sometimes I have to take the day and recover but i'm just so lucky I have such a caring Tigerbutt to keep my spirits up and help me. He's such a wonderful Tiger.
Pain meds suck, keep needing naps on them but all good as I can kip for 30mins or rest and then resume what i'm doing.
---
I did have that near-breakdown but since that issue arose, i've been feeling recovered and not as intensely angry at everything and unstable.
----
I know I haven't done a lot of art the last few days, I -DO- have art I just not uploaded it yet. Ha. Sorry. ^^;
Gotta keep the art-train a' Rollin.
Commissions are still open, need to sort out a Paypal being in the red but i'm not going to panic like I usually do. Happy to listen to commission requests of most kinds, just not too NSFW,
Other than that, life is starting to feel like I can make a move and a new step in the right direction.
Thank you for the recent watches, views and favourites.
I really love reading your comments, and appreciate your interactions.
Take care and keep safe,
- Thrasher / Wolfie
xx
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~ukrainewin007
Glad to hear that you're doing well.
