First of all, I would like to apologize for the delays in the commissions for  Darmalus and  Magenerosity

I even noticed that it got to the point that Magenerosity had to order a commission of the same type from another artist, since I was late. I am very ashamed, I hate myself for bringing it to this

I have no forgiveness for this and I will definitely draw everything. The only thing I can justify myself with is my depressive state.

Unfortunately, not all my problems were solved by moving away from my mother. Yes, I am better, but I still can't wash myself, go to the store for groceries, brush your teeth every day, work a full shift at my main job. That is why I only have enough money to rent an apartment, the parents of the boyfriend I am currently living with give us money for food, but this is not enough. I am not saying that I do not have enough money for sessions with a psychotherapist.

I went to 3 different therapists and in 2023 I was in a neurosis clinic (it's like a light version of a mental hospital, except they allowed you to use any gadgets for communication) after  raveshaneart is gone, but none of this helped me.

When I first got my main job, which I am currently working at, I regained the strength to draw. I even thought that I would be able to switch to drawing again completely, but my depressive state returned again. I sat down at my laptop with great difficulty to give at least some information to subscribers and customers.

For now, I have enough money from work to pay the rent, so I don't accept new orders for more than a month. When I draw these commissions, then I plan to take 1-2 small orders so that I can start putting some money aside for unexpected expenses.

Thanks everyone for your attention