I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and I’ve been on this site for a while. I don’t wanna continue being on this site if all I ever use it for is just watching more pornography and adult stuff.

I’m not sure if not many people say it are too many people say but pornography is an addiction and honestly, I hate myself for it. It feels like dehumanizes me a bit. I want the addiction of my hand.

But I don’t wanna just delete my account and get rid of everything I posted here.

I should really just try and expand my horizon a bit so I don’t have this type of mental crisis going on. there’s nothing to figure out other than just posting other kinds of stuff here regardless of whether it’s of interest or not.

I just gotta keep doing what I do and try and be original…