While I've always had chronic depression, i've more or less been able to at least sort of push through, but , especially now, have sunken into a kind of hopelessness. Nothing anywhere near danger to myself kind of thing, but simply unwilling to Do anything. Been over a month since I noodled out any worthwhile art, and didn't post it here, why bother? Who cares? Same with most everything else . Still the responsible home owner, because I have to, but only just. None of this is to whine and get some sympathy, just to let everyone know why I've been so inactive.