hello everyone. long time no see. Unfortunately, I am very rarely active. I don't like to whine... but things are gradually getting worse. I'm trying, I'm taking medications, I'm in therapy, but my depression has worsened lately... I seem to be very mentally exhausted. Because of this, I have to take a break from commissions (yes, I was open). I will finish the current ones, and for a while I will draw only for myself.

War, Divorce, relocation (still in Russia), failed to leave the country, loneliness, midlife crisis and existential crisis... I am in total apathy, constantly tired and do not see my future. This has been my life for the last few years.

I hope I can figure this out.

Thank you all for still being with me._.
And yes... any help, including financial, is welcome...