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So I was in hospital last week…
7 months ago
… as few of you may already be aware, I have bipolar… and sometimes that makes me really … unwell.. so say the least.
Kai has been very gracious in caring for me all these years but it’s taking a massive toll on his mental health just being around me a lot of the time it seems. I’ve been pretty insufferable tbh.. and I owe him an apology.
I’ve not been well. In fact I’ve been hiding how unwell I’ve been by abusing substances not put on this earth for my kind.
Kai I’m sorry.
And to all of you still waiting on your commissions; all I can say is that I’m doing my best to keep the art flowing, I’m not making excuses for myself anymore.
I need to get this shit done.
I dunno man, I’m felling pretty low right now… thought I’d update y’all.
I’m still here though and I don’t plan on going anywhere anytime soon.
Be well, friends x
Kai has been very gracious in caring for me all these years but it’s taking a massive toll on his mental health just being around me a lot of the time it seems. I’ve been pretty insufferable tbh.. and I owe him an apology.
I’ve not been well. In fact I’ve been hiding how unwell I’ve been by abusing substances not put on this earth for my kind.
Kai I’m sorry.
And to all of you still waiting on your commissions; all I can say is that I’m doing my best to keep the art flowing, I’m not making excuses for myself anymore.
I need to get this shit done.
I dunno man, I’m felling pretty low right now… thought I’d update y’all.
I’m still here though and I don’t plan on going anywhere anytime soon.
Be well, friends x
You're doing this now. And that's good.
Do remember that there is nothing wrong in asking for help... and make sure to keep an open mind, and don't take whatever feedback they are giving you personally. People will want to help you if you ask in good faith. <3
Take care of yourself, bud.
And I believe in you kicking this. <3
when you cut every bit (news especially) of it outta your life but for acknowledging that nothing good will ever result from it, everything just gets way simpler
I’ve been resting up a lot this week but we have to head to Texas today boy howdy ;u; hopefully meds are right for the trip