Hey everyone. It's been a little over two months since I updated all of you about my housing crisis. And to be honest...

I just don't care if the house is lost. I've come to terms that the house I live in, my folks, and the memories I have of it are negatively charged and have conditioned me the perfect way to where I am scared to take the initiative on things I want to try and starting on my hobbies. Everything that happens comes with the expectation that I just sit there and accept it without any resistance. Due to other recent events that occurred last month going into this month, I have made the decision that I want to move out and find somewhere else.

The issue with moving out is that my current job doesn't pay enough for rent by myself since I'm attending college. And outside of that, I haven't held my current job long enough to meet most prerequisites. So, I guess what I'm saying is that I'm looking for someone to move in with, someone to co-sign with me, or someone who has a spare room. It's dispiriting that I have to write this, because I genuinely do not have people that are here to aid me when I really need someone the most. It's a sinking feeling that just gets worse and worse.

Anyway...that's the update, everyone. I'm also sorry to all the people who I've been quiet with, especially when you're all so worried. I don't have energy, and it's hard to keep up with people.