Trigger warning maybe

I keep you informed idk why..just want little vent or something,,,,, this is the *worst event* already.. happened on April 1st.. I don't know how to describe it, every time I think of her, I want to cry..but at the same time, I feel a little better, because I know that she doesn't suffer.. U.U She always made me happy, pampered, and loved me, so I'll only remember the good things about her. ahahaaa idunno.. feel..kinda lost and big emptiness..but okay..

just sharing