Small Update and Big Hugs to all of you.
5 months ago
First of all, I want to thank you for your beautiful words to all of you, and all the support you gave me in these last, days, I don't know what I have done to have people like you around me, but I appreciate it and value it a lot 😢
I don't know how to thank each and every one of you, nor do I feel that I deserve amazing friends like you all. But well *sigh* I think that after that little sample of appreciation to all of you, I must inform you a little about things.
CLARIFICATION:
These days I take a break from social networks, since I am not one of those who likes to upload depressive or miserable messages, I prefer to take a break and let my mind calm down and meditate a little. In case you all wondered where have I been, alone, meditating, reflecting, and recharging strength and energy to return. I had been carrying this problem since the start of April and it was not until that Monday that everything culminated in the vent you all saw.
1- Right during my lunch break, I read your comments, and I did not have answers because I was touched, but as soon as I get some free time, I will answer each one.
2- The problems with the family, because there are still, it is not something that can be solved, especially because of how my father is and the character he has, it is still hateful to deal with him, but thanks to the fact that the other problems have diminished, I have been able to reassure me a little.
3- The lawsuit for the house continues, but the lawyer already told us that there would be no more payments or that his service would not rise in price, so that is one less problem, knowing that he continued doing his job and not charged until this ends, and the price will not go up, more than anything because what this person does is ridiculous and even mocking as she clings to something that is already lost.
4- Seeing all the affection, and strength that many of you gave me here, makes me feel that it is as if I had a second family here, a very big, great, family that supports me and is by my side, something that lifts my mood very much, the atmosphere at home may be stressful or uncomfortable, but it is the friends I have here, those who make me feel happy, motivated and with the strength to continue, The feeling that if something happens to me... I may hurt many indirectly, Is something that makes me stay strong for all the ones at my side. To continue forward and for all of you.
Without more to say, I want to thank you all for the support, affection, and encouragement that you have given me, I have no words to describe it, with friends like you, I feel I can do anything and pass any obstacle.
I may not be very active on social networks today to be able to clear my mind a little more, maybe during the afternoon to answer your comments and not leave you waiting or worried, but I wanted to let you all know that I am fine and calmer, and that tomorrow I hope to be able to return here with all of you and to stomp around here, which is what I do best.
I also planned to erase the render of my scraps, since I do not want to maintain negative things in my life, but while meditating, my page and everything I upload, is like a diary of my life, and that I share with all of you, so, I suppose it will remain as one more page of it, before turning the page and creating more pleasant memories to share with all of you.
I don't know how to thank each and every one of you, nor do I feel that I deserve amazing friends like you all. But well *sigh* I think that after that little sample of appreciation to all of you, I must inform you a little about things.
CLARIFICATION:
These days I take a break from social networks, since I am not one of those who likes to upload depressive or miserable messages, I prefer to take a break and let my mind calm down and meditate a little. In case you all wondered where have I been, alone, meditating, reflecting, and recharging strength and energy to return. I had been carrying this problem since the start of April and it was not until that Monday that everything culminated in the vent you all saw.
1- Right during my lunch break, I read your comments, and I did not have answers because I was touched, but as soon as I get some free time, I will answer each one.
2- The problems with the family, because there are still, it is not something that can be solved, especially because of how my father is and the character he has, it is still hateful to deal with him, but thanks to the fact that the other problems have diminished, I have been able to reassure me a little.
3- The lawsuit for the house continues, but the lawyer already told us that there would be no more payments or that his service would not rise in price, so that is one less problem, knowing that he continued doing his job and not charged until this ends, and the price will not go up, more than anything because what this person does is ridiculous and even mocking as she clings to something that is already lost.
4- Seeing all the affection, and strength that many of you gave me here, makes me feel that it is as if I had a second family here, a very big, great, family that supports me and is by my side, something that lifts my mood very much, the atmosphere at home may be stressful or uncomfortable, but it is the friends I have here, those who make me feel happy, motivated and with the strength to continue, The feeling that if something happens to me... I may hurt many indirectly, Is something that makes me stay strong for all the ones at my side. To continue forward and for all of you.
Without more to say, I want to thank you all for the support, affection, and encouragement that you have given me, I have no words to describe it, with friends like you, I feel I can do anything and pass any obstacle.
I may not be very active on social networks today to be able to clear my mind a little more, maybe during the afternoon to answer your comments and not leave you waiting or worried, but I wanted to let you all know that I am fine and calmer, and that tomorrow I hope to be able to return here with all of you and to stomp around here, which is what I do best.
I also planned to erase the render of my scraps, since I do not want to maintain negative things in my life, but while meditating, my page and everything I upload, is like a diary of my life, and that I share with all of you, so, I suppose it will remain as one more page of it, before turning the page and creating more pleasant memories to share with all of you.
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render muy escabroso me recordo al creepypasta de luigi’s mansion hurrr hurrrr hurrrrr >w<
Ahora que lo mencionas de esa forma, es una forma interesante de verlo XD
y gracias mi pequeño lobito lobuno, eres un amor <3