i like asking for music recs and never checking them out. i think i'll make a project out of living up to all my music checking out promises. i sang for a good while earlier today. i figured out falsetto and i can use it to sound like a little girl. it makes me feel really comfortable when i sing and it sounds like a little girl. i'm not weird, am i? i mixed lemon tea and fruity juice and a bit of vodka and drank it to feel warmer than i've felt these last several days. there are stories of alcoholic tragedy on both sides of my family. alcohol worries me. but it makes the stuffed animals feel warmer to hug. i wanna meet my friend from the pnw someday. my crt feels warm. in the summer with the sun beating the earth you can put your hand on the soil and it feels warm.