So as much as it sucks, sometimes it just happens that you lose parts of yourself. Be it something special to you, a character you like playing as, or other things that you hold close that are either gone or you have lost motivation for. It is depressing when it’s something ultra special but not much that you can do really. Just gotta keep moving forward and trying your best. As it stands right now it’s just kinda the gettin through things part that is difficult. Feeling sad, in pain, tired, demotivated. It’s rough and not many seem to want to spend time with you along your journey. I dunno, maybe it’s just me.